Good morning, Rich,
Now it?s twelve weeks since you passed. I felt the Novocain cloud on me again over the last few days and today I?m feeling very confused.
One good thing happened? I woke up around five this morning and was aware I?d dreamed of you. At last! I had just the fleeting image of the memory of the dream?just that you were sleeping beside me, but it made me feel good. I felt warm. Thank you for showing up in my dream and helping me to remember it. I needed that comfort.
Here is my dilemma. I?m still trying to make the best decision about this house. On the one hand, we have Mr. Landlord and all of the stuff that went down with him. I want to keep the cat, Amber. I don?t want to be worried about paying for a lot of stuff. I gave notice I was going to leave, but not in writing so? and on the other hand, there is Charley?s house and as much as I like that house, there are several issues to consider there:
Packing
Getting someone to help us move
Changing the kids? schools (Kristin doesn?t want to)
Paying four months rent (two months security, one month rent, one month commission to the realtor) for a total of $8,000
Changing from gas heat to oil heat?how much will that be
Maintenance of the pool
Rich, help me, please!
I tried helping myself a little. I?ve posted in several places asking for advice. So far everyone is saying: move! I think you?d like this new house, sweetheart. :)