Good morning sweetie,
Well, this is definitely weird. I typed some more to you last night and also added on some writing prompts to my journal file. I guess I must have saved them to the C drive at home? They?re not here on the disk. I started to feel a little better yesterday after I took a nap. The nurse at Billy?s school called around noon and said he was sick again and so I went to pick him up. Heidi was still feeling kind of yucky today so I told her to stay home too.
Today I?m going to deposit all the money we had in checks and money orders in the house and open up a savings account. I?m supposed to meet with the financial advisor tomorrow and I hope I have all the answers together for him. I know the big outstanding bills are for your funeral, the IRS and the NYS income tax. All of that can be paid for out of the money I?ve gotten from everyone. Yes, it is a help, but I would still rather have you here beside me.
Today I woke up and actually felt happy. I knew I?d had a dream but couldn?t remember what it was about. I don?t know if I dreamed of you. I would like to think I did. I wish I could remember. Heidi?s been better since having a dream about you telling her that you?d always love her. I think that helped her a lot.
It?s funny?I?ve been hearing more from my internet buddies than from family. I did get an email from Linda and Aunt Terry called. That?s about it. I guess I should call them and I will in time and turn. This weekend we were going to go to the picnic at Brady Park sponsored by the Lutheran Church and then we?ll go to the church service again. Sunday afternoon we?ll see your grandma. Next weekend a lot of your family is flying to Chicago to see your cousin Michael get married. The rest of it, well, I?ll just keep playing it by ear.