Hi love,
What a rotten day today ? a carryover from last night! The kids were absolutely miserable last night, disrespectful, nasty, fighting with each other, leaving their junk everywhere and I?m at my wit?s end. I?m too soft on them, I know, but I can?t seem to get them to listen to me without the insults and nasty attitudes. I was so disgusted. Then Kristin got sick, puking until almost 3 in the morning, and I feel rather sick myself. Ugh. Heidi woke up with a stomachache and I just said to her, look, just stay home then because I?m not going to feel well enough to come and get you. I don?t know if I?ll get a chance to do automatic handwriting today.
Steve O called last night and it was during the last fifteen minutes of Survivor, like 9:45 p.m. so I wasn?t too happy about that and then on top of that he was asking these questions about work, no work this month either? What about next month, what?s that situation look like? What about the Montessori school? I wanted to bite his head off. I know he?s just trying to help?I tell myself I?m doing the best I can, but am I? Maybe I should be doing something different, like a temp job.
The problem with that is that it is a lot less money, also not steady income and what do I do if a kid gets sick? I really don?t like the way the interpreting is going though ? I just feel this malaise about everything, though ? I wish I knew what to do.