Well I went and saw the nures Wednesday I have an outer ear infection and I ahve this spray thingy to be put in my ear 3 times a day for 7 day's if nothing improves I'm to go back. I was told I had whiteish green discharge lovely * roll's eyes*
I shall be going to see Spirted Away at Southampton, it shall be the club's first outing
Mum went to the doctor's she was told that she had to go to Southampton for test on her heart an annieogram and if they find something wrong they will fix it there and then. But I worried about her I know she hates doctor's but she told me she was sacred about going and if thgey do anything she'll be awake. I promised to be with her when they do the test and stuff.
I want to cry over this but I can't beucase it'll upset mum to know I'm upset and dad's upset over this as it is without me
I'm close to my mum more so then my dad really I don't want to lose her but what if I do what will I do I know I've said this before but I'll be at a loses I'm that close to her she like my ying to my yang you know. I was I wasn't so stubbon and felt I can handle everyhting without help I can't but I won't ask for help dammnit why can't I just talk to someone about this why do I write it in this thing here for people to see but won't talk to thoese I know and trust why won't I? I need to know this. I don't make senes at all do I?.
Still at least I have my flellow Clan meber's to keep me going my mates that I meet on Sailor Moon UK ec