Well I'll be darned, I've done a few web stuff-me-do, for example I've been trying to set up a Live Cam, which should be appearing in the Webcam section, (which mostly makes sense), plus I've put up a new list of my Favourite Six Sites of this Month, something I'll be doing every month. Hopefully, unless I forget.
I'll keep this entry pretty short because there's a whole heap of things that I need to be doing, if you haven't seen this site before, you really should take the time out to see it now, its called the Darwin Awards and it has tonnes of real life stories of the silly ways people have died, it's quite a morbid subject and everything and really shouldn't be something to make a mockery of but some of the silly ways people have gone off to their after life, I'm nearly entirely sure that I'll be added to one day, "Here we have the story of Humayun Rashid, who died slipping up on a banana peel" Actually saying that, if you've seen Final Destination that slipping up on stuff could happen Ha Ha.
If you're reading this, (and you're not me) and you've got some some time to kill, why not tell your friends to come and check me out, I might even buy you some cheese. Oh before I forget does anyone else remember Rupert the Bear, he rocked my world, I loved the 'Frog Song' if anyone remembers that, I had it on cassette tape, [God how old am I?] I used to listen to it after school, Oh Rupert where are you now, with your Yellow Checked Trousers and Your Red Top, where are you? I need you Rupert. Ha Ha! I also loved Sharkey and George. Bye
I really feel like ranting today, I don't know why exactly, I was on the bus back home, and there was this guy, whom I immediately took a disliking too, spread out over the seat, and causing an obstruction in the aisle, obviously in some lame attempt at expressing dominance, he looked like an idiot.
But then again most people from where I live are just the same, now Leyton isn't a particularly affluent place, far from it in fact. But when has that meant that you can't be polite, I don't know what it is about where I live, but it just seems to be getting worse and worse, I can't wait to move away from it all, but Birmingham is just the same, I imagine, I was hoping to get away from the inner city life and move out to someplace a little quieter and a bit more leafy, but all the Dental Schools are in urban highly populated cities.
The people where I live, consider themselves 'Rudeboys' or even worse 'Badboys' or the utter delusion of being 'Gangstas' I have no idea where they get this kinda crap from, when they live at home with their mum's and dads and do the shopping at Asda at the weekends, why do they feel the need to gather in groups and act like idiots on the buses and out and about, its hard to describe, I mean I know every area has their fair share of whatever but at least they have a basis for acting the way they do, the ones around here are neither rich, nor strong, nor very well connected, they're a bunch of gits thinking they're something they're not, and I hate to judge people on such grounds but if only you met them, and I say 'them' because they're identical, in the way they have god awful facial hair, in attempt to be 'Craaaiiiggg David', and they're leather jackets and it makes me sick jus thinking about it.
I don't normally get angry, or irrational, but for some reason on the bus today, I felt like punching this guy, I was in some alternate reality, where it was something that I could do, and I was seriously contemplating it, until I realised I was still on the bus and living in the real world but I don't know, I'm not much good at explaining, I'll see if I can get some filming up or something and upload it. For you all to see. Anyway sorry about that, keep it real daddio, Proper Bo!
I don't really have anything to say today, but I felt like writing nonetheless. Lately I've been feeling really tired constantly, I'm guessing it's something to do with my really poor diet of fast foodjunk, and fizzy drinks! Woo! [...Okay I'm being kicked off the PC by my little sister, she's threatening to kick my nuts! Eeeeek!!]
Did any of you seeThe Green Milelast night? I love films like that, I hadn't seen it before, but I remember it being directed by the same guy who made one of my all time favourite films, The Shawshank Redemption, and based on a Stephen King novel, and I wasn't disappointed, a simple story done marvellously.
Oh I did see Darren yesterday, Sam didn't show up, so we went to know for him, except nobody was at home, we thought perhaps he emigrated and forgot to tell us, I called him later and apparently he'd text me and I realised I'd not given him my new number, so that was a bit of a bummer, I think maybe I'll see him next week, although it was nice hanging out with Darren, I showed him all my pictures of Cassie, ha ha! Forced him really, I think maybe I might take him, or Sam or both up to see her, because its a shame none of my friends have met her, because she's the most amazing person ever! Anyway I just wanted to keep this short, so umm..yep, that's all folks!
I still feel kinda bad today, I was overly jealous and really I shouldn't have been, and I made my Cassie cry, and I can't believe that I did, because to me its the worst thing that I could do, and I hate it, I really need some money to see her soon, if you feel like lending me some, email me! I don't get to see her enough and not being with her makes my heart ache, I need to be with her if you've ever been in love you'll know how I feel anyway there's not much I can do right now, I'm going to call her later and apologise profusely again!
I called her last night, she was asleep already, I think that she has the most cutest sleepy voice ever, I think sometimes I call purposely late because I'll know she'll have her sleepy voice on, she'll always say she wants to talk, even though she's barely awake which I think is so funny! As you can tell, I'm obsessed with this little girlie, she makes my life worth living, and hmm....I'll stop going now, I'm seeing Darren and Sam definitely tomorrow, which should be fun, I think we're going to be hanging out in McDonalds! Go check out my section on the Ghetto under the More? feature. There was something I was thinking about but I can't remember now, I'll write about it, if it comes back to me later probably? Anyway my monkeys I'll speak to you later.
So here it is! I ordered my picture on Thursday evening and it arrived already, the quality is really good, it's hard to tell it apart from the photo, apart from the obvious Canon logos, oh well, still...
This is only a quick blog for now, I'll write something more with more depth a little later, only I found this great new Service Cannon provide, basically you can upload any image that you'd like a print of, and fill in your details and they'll post it to your house for free, obviously this is a marketing campaign for you to check out their products print qualities, but excellent for cheapstake-freeloaders like me so go have a look!
Superstar DJ Here We Go....! Life used to be so much simpler when we were younger, not having a care in the world, playing kiss chase in the playground, running extra slow in the rare hope that someone might actually kiss you, those were the things that mattered.....still matter!
Cassie has the house all to herself! Although she has her little doggie Bonnie to keep her company so I'm sure she'll be okay, I promised myself a while before that I'd never let a girl get close to me, after always having my heart broken, I'm one of those people that tend to wear their hearts on their sleeves, but I let my defences down, and let Cassie into my life, and now she means the world to me, and I'm just paranoid that everything seems so perfect and I want it to stay like that, I just hope that Cassie feels the same.
All I really wanted to say was that, she's really important to me and she means the world to me, and I'm the luckiest person alive (as clichéd as that is) it's completely utterly true.
Anyway enough sentimental drivel, I'm really turning into a girl I think! lol! I think I'm seeing Sam and Darren on Sunday although I've not spoken to Darren, which I really ought to, but it'll be nice to catch up with them I reckon, Sam's taken a Gap Year before University, I think he's working at a Solicitors right now, although eventually he wants to be a Lawyer or most likely a Barrister which he so easily will be, and Darren I think is looking into what he wants to do full time so he's taken time out to think about where his life is heading, its an unusual time, a lot of people have already made those decisions about what it is they want to do with themselves, going to University or whatever but its one of the biggest decisions of your life, and it's pretty darn scary, especially to someone as indecisive as me.
All my life I knew where I wanted to go, and what I wanted to do, I've always wanted to be a dentist, as unusual as that sounds, to be honest it's a mixture of wanting to earn a good living, and dentists do make excellent earnings, which is fairly superficial and shallow but also the fact that I'd be constantly meeting new people, making people feel better and having that bond and trust and scaring little kiddies with the instruments ha ha, I guess I've had really good experiences with my local Dentist, this chap called John Dineen and he's really inspired me to do what I want to do, but right now, with that path ahead of me, and knowing its everything I ever wanted and having that opportunity, I've got Cassie now, and my basal instincts just want the simple things, I just want to get married to her and have some little kiddie-winkles and live happily ever after, but what's to say that can't happen, I can do both I guess, anyway sorry for rambling, it's a bad habit of mine.
Okay, this is only a quick update, if you haven't already, make sure you check out the Webcam section, if you click on next you'll see the latest pictures of my beautiful baby Cassita, mmmm....*drool* (How gorjuss can a girlie be???)
Feeling a little better today, I can't remember what it was that was so interesting today, but I'm sure there was something, if I do remember I'll write about it later....actually I've remembered, I'm getting my pictures developed at Paul Hancock's which makes me laugh because I'm silly like that, but that's at 4:30 so I have nothing to do til then, umm....if you're bored then you really have no choice but to check this out!
I feel really funny today, I don't know, I guess depressed and there's no real reason for it, I'm just a little bit upset but like I say, there isn't any reason for me, that's why it seems so strange, I don't really feel much like writing.
Well this is my second entry into my new journal, (technically it's my third, the first being the random test entry I used!). This is actually my second attempt at this, I've just managed to delete everything I wrote the first time round stupidly! Grrrrr! I can't even remember what I wrote about, so I'll just ramble on til it hits me again. Actually in the mean time I can tell you about my problem with my Webcam, it works fine under NetMeeting or any other programme, but for some reason on MSN Messenger, nothing seems to make it work, NetMeeting is fine for me, if the other person invites me, but if the other person is using Windows XP then that's not possible, so its quite annoying, it's a Labtec camera so if might know what's wrong with it, or if you've had a similar problem, let me know by either emailing me or using the Contact page.
I've been accepted at Birmingham University to study Dentistry, which is like this excellent career opportunity, it's one of the few professions that are for life, it's definitely what I want to do, although I wouldn't have said Birmingham is where I would want to go, it's for five years of my life and it's important that it's a place where I'm going to be happy, I've only been there a few times so maybe I ought to reserve judgement, and no matter what I do, or where I go, Cassie is stuck with me, Mwahahaha (evil laughter). I think in all honesty the reason I don't want to go to Birmingham is because I want to be closer to Cassie, oh by the way I found this really funky-do-dah of a website, its a show case of a group of artists from Japan, it's called Tokyo Plastic, it takes a while to load up, but its incredibly stylistic-me-do, definitely how to use Flash in style, compare it to my meagre efforts on the left hand side of this webpage! Ha Ha Ha!
Talking about Japan, it's a place I definitely want to visit sometime later on, I talked about it with Cassie and as it happens, it's somewhere she wants to go see too! So I think I'll take her along with me sometime, I love Manga, or Anime to give its proper name, I love the Art Work, and then you have all the Technology, all the groovy gadgets and stuff-me-do! Its one of my main priorities in life, obviously other than Cassie, but I intend to travel the world, I think it's a crime not to live life to the full, it's one of those things where I think, if I knew I was about to die, at least I know I wouldn't have had any regrets, so I'm going to start living! Anyway I can't remember if I wrote anything else first time round, but if I have missed something, it probably wasn't very important, keep checking back, because although there are probably a few errors and missing links (not my fault! honest!) I've still got a whole bunch of things that are going to be updated in the next few days, so keep coming back and tell your friends to visit, I'll come round naked and give you lots of kisses, obviously that's the case if your a bloke, so don't even think about it!
This is the start of something new! Well Rawkage is down too to unavoidable costs, but I figured I might as well try and make a start using the best of everything that's free, (me being a cheapskate an all) and well...here is it, I've nothing poignant to say, and so it'll just be the same old usual ramblings of mine.
It's been a while since I last left an entry in my original journal, so it'll take a while just to get to grips whilst I still get everything else sorted out, which will probably take forever. I've had a nice week so far, it's been fairly relaxing, I had a special, 'Day After Valentines' Day with Cassie, which was really nice, the sort of days that end with you falling asleep with a huge smile, through sheer bliss, well it was one of those kinda of days, and we had a nice time, I went to see umm...what was it called now, Final Destination 2, although in all honesty, I probably only watched half of it, before I got distracted, make what you will of that!
Ummm....what else, not much else really, actually instead of rambling on about what I've been up to, I'll do something else, or maybe I won't, I'm in two minds about everything, I'm not entirely sure if I want to be hosted again, solely because it seems like you're having to make an effort all the time, not that I had any problems, quite the contrary, I had the most amazing hostess who was absolutely lovely, and helped me whenever I needed it and keep an eye out at Rawkage to find out what she's up to, but having managed to create this site completely free without advertising, or at least anything obvious, means that I can keep this all under my own pace, without worrying, all I really wanted was to have a little site, where I could just ramble on about what I've been up to, keep an online archive of my life, and a place for people who might want to, find out a little bit more about my weirdness-me-do!
So I think I've sort of got that with this, anyway like I said, I haven't really got much to say, well more like I don't really feel like writing, but I'm forcing myself too, so that I can make this website look a little bit more lived in! Well that's all for today, I'll be back on form soon enough!
Well I'll be darned, I've done a few web stuff-me-do, for example I've been trying to set up a 
I really feel like ranting today, I don't know why exactly, I was on the bus back home, and there was this guy, whom I immediately took a disliking too, spread out over the seat, and causing an obstruction in the aisle, obviously in some lame attempt at expressing dominance, he looked like an idiot.
I don't really have anything to say today, but I felt like writing nonetheless. Lately I've been feeling really tired constantly, I'm guessing it's something to do with my really poor diet of fast food junk, and fizzy drinks! Woo! [...Okay I'm being kicked off the PC by my little sister, she's threatening to kick my nuts! Eeeeek!!] 
Did any of you see 
Superstar DJ Here We Go....! Life used to be so much simpler when we were younger, not having a care in the world, playing kiss chase in the playground, running extra slow in the rare hope that someone might actually kiss you, those were the things that mattered.....still matter!
