Mood:
sadNow Playing: StiLL
Topic: myLIFEnow
Hi well anywasys it is 5:43 and i couldnt sleep but when i was sleeping around one o `clock i was dreaming bad thoughts about my boyfriend cheating on me and i started tossing and turning. i had these dreams for couple of days already, i think because he hasnt been calling me for the last past 5 days. When he never called i feel so lost my day turns into nothing i feel all miserable and feeling staying inside the house and not getting out. I hope my boyfriend and i last forever because i truthfully love him even though he cheated on me in the beginning. I would never do that to him no matter how mad i am at him i`d always stay true to him, because i have strong feelings and i am attached. I hope he will keep his word and promise he wont cheat on me again because i dont want to get heart broken no more, thats my biggest fear actually. im afraid i might lose him but ll i can do is pray to god well i will check in a little latter okay im going to take a walk around the block okay bye.
