im jaded, stupid and wreckless

mood: confused but feeling a little bit better lol
music: something corporate & mest's Jaded


for the record, boys suck dont get involved with them.

chris, happy birthday!

im going to be babysitting my ass off all week and im going to have like, sooo much money to go to the mall with! lol and my mom went out today to develop my pictures of simple plan . . and i took a ton of pictures of pierre when i met him and some of when they were performing but i did get my picture taken with chuck . . but he reminds me of a sissy boy and he wasnt as nice as pierre david and seb lol! hmm oh well i hope i get some of david lol

umm so ill write another one later lol im on the phone with jillian

mauh!


hilary




Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.


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bored
mood: mad
music: simple plan

~last car ride: lasnite on the way home from new jersey
~last kiss: Pierre Bouvier
~last good cry: i can't remember, i cried yesterday but not a "good" cry
~last library book checked out: i don't go to the library lol
~last movie seen: from hell with dan
~last book read: grave's end by elaine mercado
~last cuss word uttered: duechebag lol
~last beverage drank: grape juice
~last crush: thats kind of confusing . . the one i have now or the last one i had?
~last phone call: chana
~last tv show watched: trl
~last time showered: lastnite
~last shoes worn: my nike cortez's lol
~last cd played: alicia keys
~last item bought: a cd lol
~last downloaded: msn 6.0
~last annoyance: do you want a list? lol
~last disappointment: jeff
~last thing written: an away message
~last key used: e?
~last word spoken: yeah
~last sleep: umm i woke up at 9:45 kind of early lol
~last im: sabrina aka. princess
~last sexual fantasy: no comment! lol
~last time wanting to die: a few weeks ago
~last time in love: hmmmm
~last time hugged: by my daddy
~last time scolded: i dont remember
~last chair sat in: what a stupid fucking question lol
~last shirt worn: the dickies one im wearing . . lol
~last time dancing: probably an hour ago
~last poster looked at: simple plan
~last webpage visited: mp3.com for devin
~last person you were thinking about: no comment lol
~shampoo do you use: dove
~perfume do you use: abercrombie and fitch
~are you scared of: needles
~number of times I have had my heart broken? i dont waste my feelings like that on boys lol
~numbers of hearts I have broken? ugh i dont want to count lol
~number of boys I have kissed? 3
~number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = i dont want to count lol
~number of people I consider my enemies? = pshh what do you want like a list? lol im very threatning . . jk
~number of scars on my body? 3
~number of things in my past that I regret? i have quite a few skeletons in my closet ha ha



a very specal shoutout to Chrissy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :-D

mood: confused
music: blink-182 tom mark and travis show


yay my orthodontist appointment was cancelled! so now i have time to decide over purple pink or silver lol

new jersey was fun went shopping and the beach and everything but we couldnt go on the boardwalk :-( oh well lol my mom said she mite take me to hampton beach and we can go shopping and stuff lol!

ummm what else OH YES my brother jesse came to visit when kaitlynn was over! and i think im gunna see him again this weekend yay! lol alrite im going to go downstairs to watch mystery men with dylan

kisses


hilary


You are a temptress


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I love Kaitlynn Ashley Kuznik


ohh my goodness! Kaitlynn found my guitar pick, *smiles* Kaitlynn, you have no idea how happy I am and thank you isn't even enough to tell you!


THANK YOU!!!!!!

uh she found it on a table and it was on top of my Sims cd so that's why I couldn't find it ha ha I put it down when I went to go to the bathroom lmao wow I hate myself

I'm going to New Jersey tonite until Sunday, fun! lol I'm visiting my mom's family and then Virginia Beach and maybe I'm going to get to learn how to surf lol . . oh god I don't want to picture myself on a surf board, let alone in a bathing suit lol! oh well and Kaitlynn aka. skat kat whitey came over my house sat. nite until lastnite and we had lots of fun and we saw SPY KIDS 3 GAME OVER IN 3D!!! it was a pretty lame ass movie but the 3d was freakin awesome go see it if you haven't!! lol


if anyone wants to hang out this summer ask for my number and call me because I want to fit in as much as I can before school starts :-\ lol


kisses MUAH!



hilary

mood: still happy :-D
music: david desrosiers voice


wow i havent written one of these in a long ass time have i? lol . . well i was at pepas for awhile! scraping paint and everything mucho fun! lol and then thursday i went to the warped tour!!! okay here is my story lol im soooo excited

ok well when we got to the stage that simple plan was playing at me and john and brian split up and went to diff. parts of the crowd and i was good for awhile but the crowd surfers started in and they were like hitting me on the fucking head and it hurt lol so i was like screw this i want to see them! so i asked this wicked tall buff guy if i could get on his shoulders and he said yeh so i was on his shoulders and i could see everything and simple plan could see me! lol and pierre shook his eyebrows at me and pointed the mic at me! lol and i was so happy and they were playing such a good show and i yelled out "i love u david" and he looked up at me and had this huge smile and the rest of the concert he would smile at me and after they finished i went to their merchandise tent to see when they were going to sign and pierre was there and i met him! and he gave me his autographing pen lol then i went and waited in line and i met the whole band and when I walked over there I started crying cuz I was so happy ha ha and david pulled me aside and knelt down and held both my arms and was calming me down and talking to me then wiped me tears and he was like oh my god hey arent you the girl that was in the crowd that told me you loved me?? and the rest of them were like yeh that?s you!!!! And I was like omg ha ha and he was like it?d be hard to forget what you look like and I almost died and I met the rest of them and pierre was like don?t ever cry here I will give u a hug and he did and a kiss on the cheek and I started to walk away cuz the security asshole was started to get pushy lol and david ran up to me and gave me his guitar pick with his name on it and smiled at me! that is my story, lol . .

its a good one eh? and on the way there i got to practice my pitch with cookies and cream savors out john's sun roof ha ha . . but now i am wicked sunburned and it hurts soo bad and someone stepped on my little toe and it is like swollen and shit!!! ha ha oh well i will get better BUT


i set my inseperable guitar pick on my nite stand . . and i woke up and it wasnt there :-\

soo im still looking every square inch of my house lol


mauh!!

hilary

mood: ecstatic
music: who cares!

im going to the warped tour! eeeeeeee!!!!! 5 days


im going to see simple plan :-\ i want to meet them so bad :(

i cant sleep :(


mood: giddy
music: simple plan



well i haven't written anything in awhile . . but i got my haircut . . it was supposed to look like carmen electra's . . and i suppose it does . . but its just alot shorter than hers, but i guess its still long though (i hope)

warped tour is this thursday . . simple plan is going to be in massachusetts (yes, that means david desrosiers only minutes away from my house) lol i love his piercings and his cute little body and the way he says "what the heck guys!!!" lol wow anyway my dad and brother are leaving camping for a whole week! lol . . umm what else?

i slept most the day so i missed all my calls . . SO i had to sit around and watch nickelodean and eat coconut with my little brother, ha ha fun! and tonite i watched death to smoochy, being the tuff ass i am i cried, alot. when spinner the retarded boxer got shot, that was so sad and he was like "what round is this?" oh! *tears*

but um anyways then the movie was over . .

so i came online . . and i cant sleep . . its like 1:30 not to late but no one seems to be up except me . . yes i do have a life, just handicapped of sleeping lol so ill stop writing stupid shit and go to bed

*sneeze*





kisses MUAH! hilary

mood: upset:-\
music: rock with u by ashanti


only like a month left of skool and im having a chrisis i cant even think straight im so worried! lol this is horrible i dont know even know what im going to do but im going to use up every single day of summer doing something lol . . mm yeh thur. nite i headed over to pepa's house at like 9:30 pm haha . . and then got there hung out in her black light and sung "the capatillers in your hair" just about a million times! lol . . and umm friday did nothing really jeff came over for a little bit and we uhh went on the trampoline and he made a green balloon for me lol! then saturday, the muster at cushing! lol soo much fun rite, cant beat a muster! go hancock! and for awhile me and ali hung out and umm TWO GUYS WHO WERE LIKE 19 YEARS OLD WITH NO SHIRTS ON TRIED PICKING US UP . . yeh they were like "hey you guys need a ride?" they must've felt like rejects, cuz ali totally shut them down . . haha! then eventually i bullied jeff into going back to alis house with me . . because i couldnt stand the heat and my little faggot brother soo we went back and talked with ali and watched tv and every once in awhile a ton of other people would show up and watch tv with us but i spent most the day with jeff . . lol then jeffs mom made him go home so he went . . and then ben (alis friend) came over with his little brother and watched me eat, ALOT, of food and then we all went to the camp! lol and i went tubing and stuff with ben and alone and then slept over alis house . . then when we woke up went out for breakfast and i saw jeffery on his bike . . then we finished and went to the camp and umm then did some other stuff and some more and now here i am and ANOTHER IMPORTANT HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY! tonite on the phone me and sean did some acting together! he was Antione and i was Kiki and he had to tell me that he was gunna leave me for a bearded lady to work in a circus in Africa taking care of the elephants. Before our marriage the next week! it was tough, but we pulled it off. we make a great team! oh and i saw my old friends jono and dave today at the camp! and i met this other kid trav that they were with too but he wears a fanny pack and calls things "cute" (like my mom . . ) lol but it was nice seeing them and i think im going to go get some beauty sleep lol because at the moment i need alot of it haha!

mood: tired
music: cappleton



i got my etnies shows today! :-D yes finally! lol i also got high top pink converse . . (i know im a dork u dont have to remind me lol) and umm a sweater at ae a couple of shirts and a bakini at pacsun . . going over pepas house tomorrow! sweet havent seen her all summer lol! so wow who pays 220$ on postage stamps? a loser . . (haha kate jk lol i spent like what 2 on my 20 postcards!) umm what else . . yesterday i went to the movies with rosanna . . i think i already said that . . lol and sarah showed me a picture tonite of johnny depp dressed as a drag queen! thats hott lol jk . . and its official. i have obsessive compulsive disorder. lol now my mom wants me on more medicaton! ok im like falling asleep lol gotta go take a shower and then pack for alis house ill do this in a few days or whatever lol

grrrrr
im so mad that im making myself cry. lol im such a fucking lame ass!!!!! reasons why im so mad im crying . .

1) dylan is bitching about stupid stuff
2) i was SUPPOSED to get my new etnies today but DYLAN ruined all possible plans of me going to the mall to get them
3) my mom gets my hopes up then pisses me off
4) i cant go to the warped tour for the same reason as #3 lol
5) I CANT FALL ASLEEP AND NOT WAKE UP BECAUSE ITS ONLY 7:48!!!

i am so mad. i dont know what to do with myself because i hate feeling like this and i just want it to stop . . ill pass on slitting my wrists tho lol . . on the bright side

i mite see simple plan in kates backyard! lol

what else? only 6 more hours until ill be tired enough to fall asleep . .

and another thing . . i went to pirates of the caribbean today with rosie (a pirate. lol) and if u havent seen it, go see it! its really really really scary and its got orlando bloom and johnny depp in it! lol