mood: still happy :-D
music: david desrosiers voice


wow i havent written one of these in a long ass time have i? lol . . well i was at pepas for awhile! scraping paint and everything mucho fun! lol and then thursday i went to the warped tour!!! okay here is my story lol im soooo excited

ok well when we got to the stage that simple plan was playing at me and john and brian split up and went to diff. parts of the crowd and i was good for awhile but the crowd surfers started in and they were like hitting me on the fucking head and it hurt lol so i was like screw this i want to see them! so i asked this wicked tall buff guy if i could get on his shoulders and he said yeh so i was on his shoulders and i could see everything and simple plan could see me! lol and pierre shook his eyebrows at me and pointed the mic at me! lol and i was so happy and they were playing such a good show and i yelled out "i love u david" and he looked up at me and had this huge smile and the rest of the concert he would smile at me and after they finished i went to their merchandise tent to see when they were going to sign and pierre was there and i met him! and he gave me his autographing pen lol then i went and waited in line and i met the whole band and when I walked over there I started crying cuz I was so happy ha ha and david pulled me aside and knelt down and held both my arms and was calming me down and talking to me then wiped me tears and he was like oh my god hey arent you the girl that was in the crowd that told me you loved me?? and the rest of them were like yeh that?s you!!!! And I was like omg ha ha and he was like it?d be hard to forget what you look like and I almost died and I met the rest of them and pierre was like don?t ever cry here I will give u a hug and he did and a kiss on the cheek and I started to walk away cuz the security asshole was started to get pushy lol and david ran up to me and gave me his guitar pick with his name on it and smiled at me! that is my story, lol . .

its a good one eh? and on the way there i got to practice my pitch with cookies and cream savors out john's sun roof ha ha . . but now i am wicked sunburned and it hurts soo bad and someone stepped on my little toe and it is like swollen and shit!!! ha ha oh well i will get better BUT


i set my inseperable guitar pick on my nite stand . . and i woke up and it wasnt there :-\

soo im still looking every square inch of my house lol


mauh!!

hilary

mood: ecstatic
music: who cares!

im going to the warped tour! eeeeeeee!!!!! 5 days


im going to see simple plan :-\ i want to meet them so bad :(

i cant sleep :(


mood: giddy
music: simple plan



well i haven't written anything in awhile . . but i got my haircut . . it was supposed to look like carmen electra's . . and i suppose it does . . but its just alot shorter than hers, but i guess its still long though (i hope)

warped tour is this thursday . . simple plan is going to be in massachusetts (yes, that means david desrosiers only minutes away from my house) lol i love his piercings and his cute little body and the way he says "what the heck guys!!!" lol wow anyway my dad and brother are leaving camping for a whole week! lol . . umm what else?

i slept most the day so i missed all my calls . . SO i had to sit around and watch nickelodean and eat coconut with my little brother, ha ha fun! and tonite i watched death to smoochy, being the tuff ass i am i cried, alot. when spinner the retarded boxer got shot, that was so sad and he was like "what round is this?" oh! *tears*

but um anyways then the movie was over . .

so i came online . . and i cant sleep . . its like 1:30 not to late but no one seems to be up except me . . yes i do have a life, just handicapped of sleeping lol so ill stop writing stupid shit and go to bed

*sneeze*





kisses MUAH! hilary

mood: upset:-\
music: rock with u by ashanti


only like a month left of skool and im having a chrisis i cant even think straight im so worried! lol this is horrible i dont know even know what im going to do but im going to use up every single day of summer doing something lol . . mm yeh thur. nite i headed over to pepa's house at like 9:30 pm haha . . and then got there hung out in her black light and sung "the capatillers in your hair" just about a million times! lol . . and umm friday did nothing really jeff came over for a little bit and we uhh went on the trampoline and he made a green balloon for me lol! then saturday, the muster at cushing! lol soo much fun rite, cant beat a muster! go hancock! and for awhile me and ali hung out and umm TWO GUYS WHO WERE LIKE 19 YEARS OLD WITH NO SHIRTS ON TRIED PICKING US UP . . yeh they were like "hey you guys need a ride?" they must've felt like rejects, cuz ali totally shut them down . . haha! then eventually i bullied jeff into going back to alis house with me . . because i couldnt stand the heat and my little faggot brother soo we went back and talked with ali and watched tv and every once in awhile a ton of other people would show up and watch tv with us but i spent most the day with jeff . . lol then jeffs mom made him go home so he went . . and then ben (alis friend) came over with his little brother and watched me eat, ALOT, of food and then we all went to the camp! lol and i went tubing and stuff with ben and alone and then slept over alis house . . then when we woke up went out for breakfast and i saw jeffery on his bike . . then we finished and went to the camp and umm then did some other stuff and some more and now here i am and ANOTHER IMPORTANT HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY! tonite on the phone me and sean did some acting together! he was Antione and i was Kiki and he had to tell me that he was gunna leave me for a bearded lady to work in a circus in Africa taking care of the elephants. Before our marriage the next week! it was tough, but we pulled it off. we make a great team! oh and i saw my old friends jono and dave today at the camp! and i met this other kid trav that they were with too but he wears a fanny pack and calls things "cute" (like my mom . . ) lol but it was nice seeing them and i think im going to go get some beauty sleep lol because at the moment i need alot of it haha!

mood: tired
music: cappleton



i got my etnies shows today! :-D yes finally! lol i also got high top pink converse . . (i know im a dork u dont have to remind me lol) and umm a sweater at ae a couple of shirts and a bakini at pacsun . . going over pepas house tomorrow! sweet havent seen her all summer lol! so wow who pays 220$ on postage stamps? a loser . . (haha kate jk lol i spent like what 2 on my 20 postcards!) umm what else . . yesterday i went to the movies with rosanna . . i think i already said that . . lol and sarah showed me a picture tonite of johnny depp dressed as a drag queen! thats hott lol jk . . and its official. i have obsessive compulsive disorder. lol now my mom wants me on more medicaton! ok im like falling asleep lol gotta go take a shower and then pack for alis house ill do this in a few days or whatever lol

grrrrr
im so mad that im making myself cry. lol im such a fucking lame ass!!!!! reasons why im so mad im crying . .

1) dylan is bitching about stupid stuff
2) i was SUPPOSED to get my new etnies today but DYLAN ruined all possible plans of me going to the mall to get them
3) my mom gets my hopes up then pisses me off
4) i cant go to the warped tour for the same reason as #3 lol
5) I CANT FALL ASLEEP AND NOT WAKE UP BECAUSE ITS ONLY 7:48!!!

i am so mad. i dont know what to do with myself because i hate feeling like this and i just want it to stop . . ill pass on slitting my wrists tho lol . . on the bright side

i mite see simple plan in kates backyard! lol

what else? only 6 more hours until ill be tired enough to fall asleep . .

and another thing . . i went to pirates of the caribbean today with rosie (a pirate. lol) and if u havent seen it, go see it! its really really really scary and its got orlando bloom and johnny depp in it! lol

pincheee
just got back a little while ago from dinner with my seperate family in mexico lol . . well not really my family but im so close to them whats the difference? my god parents Ely and Margarita but Jenni couldnt come . . they bought me gifts haha and they want me to spend all of christmas vacation and a few days there with them, and vacation in cocoyoc and mazatlan maybe accapulco again. who knows? but my mom mite come hmm and i would get to see alvaro maybe! lastnite he was like "you come to mexico pleeeeease hilaria and meet my mother she thinks you are nice girl!!!!" aww. lol . . i got in so much trouble tho . . me my mom and my dad were on our way home and i dont remember what we were talking about but i yelled pinche, "YOUR MOTHER IS A WHORE" in spanish and dont ask my how but my dad found out what i said!! ahhh!! and he was upset but hes fine now lmfao! hmm what else? uh didnt talk to jeff again today, but my fault absolutely lol . . i mite see sean saturday woo hoo so excited, i miss the busrides! lol . . mm anything else? uh i dont think so lol so byeness! xoxo bessitos y amo

wide awake im bored and i cant fall asleep, and every nite is the worst nite ever
what to write . . my dad left, i guess he moved out for who knows what reason? my mom said he'll be back by then end of the summer haha . . he wants me and my brother to go to westminster and live with him all the time for the rest of the summer but i think hes crazy . . no computer, barely any phone, and a sauna. what possible good is that going to do me? lol . . uh i just dont get men in general. they are so retarded (literally) . . i mean there are a few selected guys who are okay, but it seems like everyone i know is always getting hurt by them. even me but lets not get into that lol . . why cant every parent just stop being _____ (blank, i dont know what to put there haha) and put their kids into therapy, even if they dont need it? lol then the world would be such a better place not to mention easier for me, but give me credit im just starting to realize that the world doesnt revolve around me. soo im going to be alone today until 11:00 pm. ahh i love being alone *evil grin* (wheres moms bicardi?) lol jk . . well on the POSATIVE SIDE OF THINGS (i know you thought you'd never hear me say that lol jk) i lost lots of weight since skool ended (since this week eight in all lol) and my room is almost finished! and i have all my new stuff i got sat. lol soo i will write more later :-D BESITOSSSS

just chillin in my dickies hat! lol
okay so i know that i have had a few of these before but this one im going to try and keep . . im so bored i havent been able to do anything most of the summer because of the redecorating and everything . . but i went to the movies with Jeff on thursday . . (i love him) lol . . then yesterday i went to the mall and um got, lets see *takes deep breath*

4 shirts and 3 pairs of pants from pacsun and american eagle, sandals and a zip up sweatshirt at aeropostale, another zip up sweatshirt at olympia sports, umm . . a dickies hat, a carebear pillow, and 2 cds at Newbury Comics lol another hat at Pacsun (ok its the regular hats with the little rim on the front i think they are so cute lol) hmm what else? uh i think thats it alot tho lol . .
Dylan left today for football camp, a whole week! then i think my mom is taking me to glaucestor sometime soon . . im wicked sad tho . . i cant go to the warped tour with princess, because there are going to be too many people and we're too small to handle it lol . . SO we have to wait until Simple Plan plays another concert . . *but* theres a catch (wipes tears lol) theyre going to be done touring soon and when they do play ma. there probably going to be HUGE shows at the tweeter center and everything! like, NO seating!!! god my life is doomed!!! lol

on the brighter side of things lol . . im trying to hook my friends sean and jill up! they are so cute they already like eachother and they havent even met yet . . im excited i want them to meet soon lol. my friend Jennifer can't come up from mexico because it turns out that she "dropped the ball" on her finals and now can't come because she has to stay in mexico and study to retake the test so she can pass 8th grade!! :-\ . .

soo i guess i will look at myself in my gorgous new atire and feel better! and talk on the phone and watch jill and seans budding romance! haha email me hilary_852@hotmail.com and keep coming ill be adding stuff daily lol

Bessitos y amo xoxo