what to write . . my dad left, i guess he moved out for who knows what reason? my mom said he'll be back by then end of the summer haha . . he wants me and my brother to go to westminster and live with him all the time for the rest of the summer but i think hes crazy . . no computer, barely any phone, and a sauna. what possible good is that going to do me? lol . . uh i just dont get men in general. they are so retarded (literally) . . i mean there are a few selected guys who are okay, but it seems like everyone i know is always getting hurt by them. even me but lets not get into that lol . . why cant every parent just stop being _____ (blank, i dont know what to put there haha) and put their kids into therapy, even if they dont need it? lol then the world would be such a better place not to mention easier for me, but give me credit im just starting to realize that the world doesnt revolve around me. soo im going to be alone today until 11:00 pm. ahh i love being alone *evil grin* (wheres moms bicardi?) lol jk . . well on the POSATIVE SIDE OF THINGS (i know you thought you'd never hear me say that lol jk) i lost lots of weight since skool ended (since this week eight in all lol) and my room is almost finished! and i have all my new stuff i got sat. lol soo i will write more later :-D BESITOSSSS