hello journal... blah blah blah! omg im soooo scared of whats gonna happen to me!!!! *cries* so now im goin to South East Raleigh HS *blah!* but at least its not MOTHERFUCKINmiddlecreek!!!!! sooo ya.... today i slept till like noon.... go up fixed my room cuz it was all FUCKED... but now its rad... then we picked nicka up from work and OMG the breakdown i had! i have been crying for TWO FUCKIN DAYS! blah!!!! and then we got home one of nickis friends dies *frown* in a car accident and then the storm knocked the power out! so we went to the movies! and i wanted to see thomas but he wasnt fuckin home! sooo ya... VERY WEIRD EXHAUSTING DAY!!!!! and blah blah blah!!!! im sooooo scared.... someone help me! aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh! *CRIES!!!!!* heeeeelp! someone save me! aaaaaah!!!! nothing more to say... *cries*..... "theres too much goin on but its calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion is that why they call me a sullen girl? SULLEN GIRL!" ~Fiona Apple~