...the good and the bad...
the good newss...
it ends up Cody's parents do have a heart, and should be letting him on regurally. heh, i was afraid i was going to have to set my alarm clock for 3am every day for the whole school year, to get up and talk to him... though i assure you i would have.

the bad news...
well...actually, there really isn't any bad news... except that my little brothers friend (who happens to have a crush on me...) is spending the night and refuses to leave me alone...

so, with Cody being allowed back on, all is right with the world.
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cal

...when god-fearing women get the blues...
i finally have a layout for my site! after trying again and again and again, i finally made one! woooo! anyway. still working on the actual site so its not actually up yet *blushes* sorrrrryyyyy.

anyway, i'm enjoying my freedom to go on the internet when i please. soo much fun!

I got an offline-message from Cody and we're not going to be able to talk for the whole school-year! *cries uncontrolably* That means he might run off and get a new girlfriend, forget all about me, and.. and...

I probably shouldn't think about it. I'll write later

cal

...drowning in the bottom of this empty glass...
i can't believe it... somebody actually left a comment in my last entry! never thought that'd happen.

i'm writing a lil bit early today because my mom said she was giving me another chance and i could go on the computer any time i wanted.. meaning no more 'computer time'! how awesome is that?

the main reason i wanted my mom to let me go on whenever i wanted again, until after 7, is because Cody has now started school, meaning he has to be in bed (parents suck for this reason...) at 10:00 pm, and since he's 3 hours ahead of my time, it means by the time i got on (7:00) he'd have to go, so we wouldn't get to talk for the entire school year... and i couldn't let that happen could i?

anyway. still trying to convince friend to give me an entry to put up for her.. but nooooo... "i'm too tired! i just got back from denny's and..." just got back from denny's and she's tired... oh god... i mean... how hard is it to give me an entry? she doesn't even have to type! if she would even give me a subject i would write about it.. but then it wouldn't be much of a blog, would it?

i can't badmouth her too bad, 'cause she might look at this... (hiya pearl!!!) anyway. i have to go swim for a half hour (even tho i have a sunburn from yesterday's 'excercises'...), but i should be on later. so go ahead and e-mail me or leave a comment... i dunno, do whatever ya like.

e-mail| nowhere_near_heaven@hotmail.com

cal

...the whole shebang...
just got online. i hate my 'computer time'. why can't i get online whenever i want to like other people? its not fair damn it.

going to get one of my friends to make a blog. she doesn't understand the point of having one... on that note neither do i, but i must say i have enjoy maintaining them. lol.

anyway, i'm busy at the moment so i better go. leave a comment.

Cal

...and the madness begins...
i'm stuck babysitting... again. parents decided they didn't want to cook so they went up the mountain to a little town to go to a restaurant. obviously we weren't invited or i wouldn't be writing this entry.

its only 1:40 so Cody isn't on yet. i doubt i'll see him before 7.

still trying to get ideas for hardly heaven. not exactly sure what i want it to be. lol. so if you have ideas let me know in comment or email or something. i'm pretty sure i'm going to have an opinon column and a review of the week or day or something. what do you think?

anyway i've got to be going. leave a comment. i might write later in the day.

sayonara

cal

...welcome to the twilight zone...
hey all
okay i'm like... new to this whole blog thing but my friend suggested it to me so i'm trying it out. i'm cal. not cally. not little c. not cl. just cal... or colleen... but i really prefer cal.
i have two annoying younger brothers who's main purpose in life is to piss me off. i've got a mom who's extremely friendly and i love & respect very much. i also have a dad... who i usually vent all my anger at because he causes it.
my site hardly heaven is currently under construction so i don't suggest even bothering to look at it. i'll let you know when its up.

my hobbies are| (though i'll eventually put a link up for this and stuff o.O)learning to dance to music (currently i royally suck), chatting w/ my b/f, swimming, making random websites, voicing my opinon, and writing in this... completely unoriginal blog...
i love| (another thing i'll put a link up for) Cody (my b/f), making layouts/websites, listening to music, talking back to my dad(tho he usually deserves it..), chatting on the phone.
i hate| people who cut in line.. 'cause i never have the guts to say anything to them about it, people who hate everything and then say they love it a second later, little brothers making me pay them to shut up, hating things.

thassit for now. i guess i'm going to go work on my sh*tty website.
write later maybe.

Cal