even though it's only two degrees,
i want nothing more right now
than to go swimming.


































is that weird..?

i hate my mother.
i need to get the hell out of my house today. seriously. someone call me. please? =\

i was having such a decent day, too.
but something must have just sort of happened.

mom, fred & jared are all watching red dragon in the other room.
i'd love to also be watching it,
seeing as i've been dying to see it.
and for once it'd be nice to spend time with mom and jared.
you know. watch it with them.
but mom and fred were just fighting again and i was screaming at them to shut.the.fuck.up
because i'm so sick of them
so i'm sort of in a bad mood.
and therefore potential nice-time-spent-with-my-family would be wasted.
uhhh its sort of difficult to describe
but i suppose to sum it up i could just say that i cant wait another six years til i can move the fuck out.
i hate the people i have to associate with. for about 95% of the time.

i'm hoping i can do something with someone tonight. on account of there's no school tomorrow ((which i'm sort of happy and sort of disappointed about)). but steph's mom is a heinous bitch, much like my own, jessi is with jada, jamie's mom is a crackhead and won't drive her anywhere... i might call moira and the jerabecks though. that would be nice. =)

i'll try. hang on.
















oooooookay, nevermind, can't find the phone. *hopes marieke &/or moira will get online*
sigh. *shiver* i need a sweater. and a hug.

we should be lovers
so, pretty much all i did today was sit around, talk to people online, and watch moulin rouge on tv. fabulous movie; moulin rouge. =)

*hums along to wonderful music*
i highly suggest watching it sometime. it's been on vh1 just about every day this week. haha.
school was cancelled today. it's supposed to be damn cold. it doesn't look that cold outside though. in fact, it looks quite sunny and lukewarm.
but eh. i'm not complaining. i'd love to get out of school any day.
i'm hoping they cancel it tomorrow if only for the reason that i want a five-day weekend.

eh. well, i just wanted to actually post something in here.
i'll probably post once or twice a day, every day.
if you want to read more about me, check out my fod =)
or my weedweb that i rarely write in.

love to the stars & back. xo. ariel.

Posted by blog/goodmorningheartache at 2:50 PM EST
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