| It has been a long time from my last blog....nearly two months...... In these two months, many things had happened, and I'm not going to list all of them out....
In these two weeks, I quarreled with her for several times, just for some tiny stuffs.... I feel exhausted when dealing with the problems between us, though she will not know.... She often blames me that I don't care about her feeling, even when I was located under the ground state line and sticked with the proton..... I do my best to please her, yet she did not satisfy.... I know that I have a bad temper, and my words are pretty aggressive sometimes..... But I have really do my best to keep patience to her misbehaviour..... For more than one time, I would like to back into single.... But she cried and begged me not to separate, my heart was melted... However, not this time.... I have already made sure one thing, that is, we are not suitable for each other, and I would set her free to let her find a more suitable guy... For me, I better concentrate on my studies...
During these few days, to be honested, I was very moody. As I don't want anyone knows my feeling, I continued to show my smile in front of the others.... But fire cannot be covered by a piece of paper, someone realized that I'm not behave as usual..... As a result, I was forced to talk with her for three hours....until 3am on wednesday's morning... Although she made me feel extremely tired and I was not energetic enough to concentrate on my studies, she helped me to find myself back....
I would like to say thank you to you, Siu Wing~ hope you can see it~ |