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Tuesday, May 13, 10:48pm
Mood: Melancholy
Song: Mariah Carey Hero
I'm so tired today. Yesterday I woke up at 5:30am to go to the gym. Then later, I had to walk up university hill to my classes and back. It takes an hour to get there from my house, and an hour back... too long. Next time I'm gonna call KL to drive me if I don't have my car.
Today I slept most of the day. I woke up and had breakfast and then went back to sleep until 1:45pm. I hate having low blood pressure. It makes me s o tired all the time. I guess it's better than high blood pressure though.
Today I tried not to think about him when I was at my computer. I tried not to think of him when I was doing my homework. hahaha That sooo doesn't work. The more you try not to think about something, the more you will think about it. I have this feeling like I want more out of the friendship but I couldn't actually do anything about it because I don't want to try to fix something that isn't broken. Anyway, I don't think he thinks about me that way. So for the time being, everything will continue as it has been.
My birthday is coming up next month. I'll be twenty years old. I hope this year will be better than the last year. I've had so many things around me change lately: my friends, my family, and even when I eat and sleep. Speaking of friends, I don't know if they'll ever know how much I appreciate them. Even though I can't tell you guys everything, you've been so understanding and helpful. Especially EO, KL and YMK. You were there for me when no one else was, and I am so happy to be able to call you my friends.
Tuesday, May 6, 11:31pm
Mood: happy happy ^^
Song: Jay Chow and Landy Wen Wu Ding
Today I had to start this new blog cuz I forgot my user name and password for the other one. It's weird to think that pieces of information are floating around lost in the internet... creepy.
Blah blah blah. Today was just another day. I'm so tired. I went for a long run today, which I haven't done for a while. I forgot how much I enjoy running. I used to do it everyday but somehow I guess I got lazy. I should snap myself out of it!
This evening I went to French class. This class will be so easy. It's a beginners class, and I have French 12 advanced so I really shouldn't be there, but it'll help keep my GPA up. It's not hard to get a high GPA, but keeping it up there is hard. It's so easy to get lazy. AH was in my class. I haven't seen her for a long time. During the break I didn't call but she was in Vancouver anyways so it wouldn't have mattered. I also saw KL, BC, and EO while I was walking with AH. Hahaha... Don't worry EO, I'll make some more cookies for you guys!
I wonder if I should just use initials or names. Lots of people don't really want any personal info on the net. I guess using initials is vague enough, right?
I am so tired. I'm going to sleep. Goodnight, sweet dreams, happy Christmas and all that stuff. (=_=)zzz
UNBC
Email: starrbuck@hotmail.com
