Good Mood and a dream...
Jay's in a good mood tonight. That makes me happy. It's not often that I hear that. I'm not sure how to describe it. He just ounds upbeat. I love when he's like that. Anyway, I am SOOOO cold. and coughing up a storm. My chest hurts from it. When I breathe in it feels like ssomeone is squeezing my lungs. I really hate being sick. REALLY REALLY HATE IT!!!! I was supposed to go to columbus today, but I stayed in bed.

There is this guy that keeps flirting with me at work. I told Jay about it and that I was going to break up with him because "I have a new boyfriend." He was just like "Yeah, uh-huh, I see how you are." I just laughed at him knowing he knows me better than that. "The only way I would do that is if you did something unforgivably horrible to me" to which he responded, "I don't see that happening, so I guess I have nothing to worry about."

I still haven't figured out why he loves me so much. Nevermind that we can't be together. In ANY sense of the word. But I guess that's how I know he really does love me. He's not trying to get me into bed (well.. not all the time *wink*), and knowing that we can't have sex (make love, whatever you want to call it) He still loves me. Supports me in everything I do.

Had a dream about The Man yesterday. In the dream, he came home from a show and told me that some random hardcore groupie gave him head, so I kicked him out. If only it were that easy in real life.

I should be calling him back, but I'll wait until later when I know he won't be as busy and can talk for a bit.