Yes, this is my site, the one and only place devoted entirely to the ravings of me. Have you noticed how bad music today is, I've had enough of boy bands and these little 'pop star' TV shows producing the kind of people that follow you round in your nightmares. God. top of the pops couldn't be any more boring. Even the 'alternitive bands' are about as mainstream as most. What's going on? And whats going on with the goddamn goverment, usualy politics makes me sick, actualy it still does but what is Blair doing, 'I love you George' 'oh please let me kiss your arse George' 'yes George anything you say' Why on earth is the fate of the world in the hands of George bush? Power and stupidity is a bad combination. When can bombing people liberate them, I don't think dead poeple can be free, sorry Tony. Were did all the real people go, I look around and everybody seems to be plastic, what happend to the real world and real people, when you rule out everything bad in the world humour is all we have left. Last night I realised that the future is real, it always seemed like somthing I made up, like a day dream, images of me ten years on didn't seem likely. it wasn't real. But last night i realised that the furter is coming, no, the furture will be there for me to go to. I always thought of my self as static, NO FUTURE, there was no then, only now. But there will be the new now, and then the next now, and it will go on and on until there is no now. Year zero, finito, gone, forgotten. Maybe the world is already gone, everybody is waiting for the end of the world, but I think it's been. In my view the world ended in about 1979, along with the death of Sid Vicious perhaps. We are the blank generation, the children born after the end of time. We live in abis, there is nothing to save us now, and to risk sounding like the matrix, we cannot escape the system. Think about it. You read about underground movements of the 60's and 70's, less so in the 80's, next to nothing in the 90's and now we have no choice, if we hate the mainstream society what do we do. There is no where to go, we are in a prision with no bars.Traped, this a rat trap, and we've been caught. I havent got time to write anymore but i'll update this site soon. Sorry about the crappy lay out, it's all this site will let me do. Any comments, complaints, or ideas, email me, the adress is at the bottom of the page. Last updated on 17.06.03
