Monday, 10 November 2003
It's been a while, and things have changed.
Today i withdrew from all my classes at baker, I was not ready to go and i will be going back as soon as i figure out whatthe hell i need to do.
Matt and I, where do we stand, i iwsh i knew, i love him so much, butl atly weve been distant, almost too distant. i love you hunny.
Wednesday, 8 October 2003
Damned all to hell
My grandpa is doing okay now after his heartattack which is comforting.
Something that is not to comforting is me and Matt, talk about damned all to hell, i have a lot of things I need to talk to you about, but I will talk to you later tonight, I am sorry for hanging up on you, I love you with you everything Matt, but its got to stop.
I love you with all my heart Matt
Tuesday, 7 October 2003
I am so fucking stressed out, work is killing me. I havent went to school, because I can't get up in time. I am fucking slow.
Yesterday was Matt and I's 2 month anniversiry, we fought all fucking day because were both stubbren and can't just fucking agree we always have to argue. but things are gonna get better I know, cause we've finially cam eto a conclusion...
Well that's it for now. bye
I love you with EVERTHING I have Matthew :*
Friday, 3 October 2003
Today was soo amazing I started my job at St Clair Humane Society today, and i had sooooo much fun. I can't even explain how awsome it was. I gave FIV and Lukekieama shots to kittens today along with giving them dewormer, it was soo much fun, but i got to go right now cause Days of Our Lives is on and I want to know who killed Abe, plus Matt is here and I want to see him.
I went to work today only to find my favorite resident, was sent to the hospital yesterday :( She broke her hip, I am very sad to hear we have lost two great people in one week :( I will miss you Gerti. I still miss you Dorthy.
I love you with all I have Matthew :*
Thursday, 2 October 2003
School is alright but having five assignments on the second day is not.... oh well
I am soo excited I got my volentary job at the Humane Society, I start tomorrow, I descided that I am going to school now to be a Veternarian, I might as well use my love for animals on something, Helping the is a good example.
Matt... well all I am gonna say about you right now is I still love you with everything I have but we have some things that need to worked out, I WILL stil wear our beatiful promise ring though..
I love you with my all Matthew :*
Saturday, 27 September 2003
Happier than Happy
I saw my baby today :) I missed him sooooo much, Matthew you could of kissed me 1000 times like today and I would still be head over heals for you. I am glad were togehter, I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!
Other than that College sucked ass, I sat there 8 hours and listened to swearing teachers and them talking about how sex is very important, JUST DO IT!!! Nice....
I love you Matthew :*
Friday, 26 September 2003
Saddness and Confusion
Today was a good day, that was before 4 pm when my baby was suspossed to call me so we could see eachother, it is now 10:33 and there is no sign of him, I am scared something happened because his mom always answers if he doesnt and there is no answer on his cell phone, so I am scared, but inside of me is pissed, so I just hope everything is okay.
Either way I will find out tomorrow when I go pick him up at 7am yeah :)
Other than that I have to go to College bright and early tomorrow YEAH WHAT FUN! Not I wish I wouldn't have signed up!!!!
I love you with everything I have Matthew!!!! :*
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