friday | november seventh
ahhh the walkathon.. boy did we walk alot.. it's kinda dumb that my school had to be so anal about it.. but it's FOLEY.. what else is new? today was a beautiful day.. and it wasn't just the weather.. *it sucked* but i guess what my friends said, completely made my day :-) it all started when i started running with megan and i sorta left my group.. but i ran back for them and they weren't mad.. some even waited (thanx guys) haha.. but it made me feel special. and at the restaurant, when (i forgot who) felt sorry for those who sat and ate alone.. and i interrupted and said "i've eaten alone.. @ somerset on my break".. and i think they misinterpreted that i was a loser at work.. but banana can't really send you and a friend on break at the same time. SO *unexpectedly* one by one they all said "next time that happens, call me up .. and i'll come and eat with you." it's corny as all hell but i thought it was cool. it was the nicest thing i heard that whole day, so of course it started my day off wonderful :-) it's like that saying.. "it's the small things that count.".. and i'm glad to be friends with the people i'm friends with. it's taken forever to find friends that stay by your side.. through thick and thin.. i've still held onto my child hood friends.. and i think you all know who you are. i love you. from the bottom of my heart. And to those school friends, you are the best and i know you love hearing that stuff.. haha cuz that's the type of people we are. :-) I can't wait for what this year has for us. and the memories we have yet to make. it's gonna be a good year. and to all those i've lost or drifted awayfrom, you all still had a major part in my life.. and i won't forget what has happened, and i'll still cherish the fun we had, but to be honest, things will never be the same.. and people move on or people change.. it's all part of life and we have to suck it up whether we like it or not.. and let me tell you, i've sucked up some major bullshit but it gives me experience, and i eventually get over it. i'm honestly over the past but it doesn't necessarily mean we can just pick up from the past.. it just doesn't work out that way.. and if you've got a solution to my problematic thinking, don't try to encourage me. you know i'm stubborn and i dont' give in.. easily. so here's the end of another page in my life. hope yours is going as smoothly

<3.CheLLie.<3