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Tuesday, 29 November 2005
thanksgiving-family quotes
a quick quick update

thanksgiving was great..i love my family so much...i was truly thankful to have spent it with them

after thanksgiving dinner my brother went to look at the shoes that came in the mail

*looking at his custom made nike shoes*
mom: how much were they?
bro: they were expensive
mom: *interrupts him* how much were they? i keep asking how come you won't tell meeeee!

after looking at black friday ads

*dad looks at the clock it reads about 8pm*
(my dad is NOT a shopper but he saw so many things he wanted in the ads)
dad: ohmygosh! we need to go to bed! what are we doing still awake! we need to get up early to shop!

morning of black friday at about 4:30am

my dad is wearing suit pants
mom: why are you wearing suit pants! someone is going to step on you & rip them
dad: i'm more worried about ripping them myself because i'll be running so fast

later on in the weekend
dad to mom: baby!
mom: *startled* you're going to scare me to death!


Posted by blog/c_is_for at 11:59 PM PST
Updated: Wednesday, 30 November 2005 12:00 AM PST
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Monday, 28 November 2005
more random quotes...
from chevy's

(we were talking about how doug & erick & i were looking up mail order brides in the lab one night)
me: one was a lawyer!
jon: she wanted a lawyer? we can ligigate all night long!

(we ordered dessert & there was a strawberry & jon referring to my previous orgasmic strawberry convo)
jon: watch out for connie....she'll need to hold onto the table
alex: you are NOT going home in my car

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 10:51 PM PST
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Saturday, 19 November 2005
quote update
in ieor 153 with professor kaminsky
we were dicussing how certain things are designed to stack & save shelf & truck space like rubbermaid boxes

student: like pringles too

kaminsky: one of the many reasons why pringles are great!

(kaminsky mumbles something for a couple of minutes)

kaminsky: i love pringles! ok now i'm really off topic






erick was talking about how in his building last yr he could see frats' & sororities' roofs (he was on there building the IIE bench for IEOR day)

alex: so you could see the sororities! did you catch a glimpse of any naked chicks?

me: what? why would they be naked?

alex: i dunno like to sunbathe or something or i dunno it's just girls hanging out they do stuff like that

erick: it's not like girls go "Hey girls! There are no boys around! Let's all take off our bras!"






we have a IEOR 190D midterm coming tuesday & in the review

ramteen (our assistant prof): i'm not the person to tell you all the answers to the exam

jamie: & where do we go to find that person?







& erick reminded me of this one:

Alex (in his Russian accent): i have to go back to Russia, and be mail-order bride... even though i am boy.

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 10:39 PM PST
Updated: Saturday, 19 November 2005 11:59 PM PST
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Sunday, 6 November 2005
ok ok quote update
on 131 project(we have to simulate a place/situation):
jon: we went from a fancy restaurant to a fast food restaurant to a grocery store to a convenience store & now we're a 24 hour fruit stand!



(alex & doug try to persuade jon to go to the bondage party)
reverend: do you want to repent your sins?



erick: you should've seen gareth. he arrived at the same time i dropped [alex & doug] off. he had a mouth guard & a collar w/ 3 different chains & a butt plug, not in of course.

alex: & then he hinted that they had all been used by someone recently......



at "Sweet: An Evening w/ Chocolate & Wine"

rachelle (to me): you should take
me (to erick): i should take some pearl necklaces
rachelle: i was just going to say that! this is why we're friends


erick: wow is she a trophy wife...
(i look over to see this guy w/ perfectly slicked back hair & very cleanly shaven & w/ him was a woman in her late 20s w/ a perfectly done curly hairdo & a tight tight top that showed off just her belly button the tiny tight black shirt over her white one said "baby angel")


i'm sure there are more...i can't think

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 10:03 AM PST
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Friday, 4 November 2005
clifford pooping on disneyland
for our project...posting so we can use the image



Posted by blog/c_is_for at 12:31 PM PST
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Tuesday, 1 November 2005
the fudge phantom strikes again!
halloween 2005

there was a party at doug & erick's
the decorations were great...fog machine, black lights, strobe lights, the whole deal...

we did that instead of hw sunday

i was supergirl & the costume took a lot longer than planned but it was fun...fake boots, safety pinned a skirt, tucked a cape into my shirt, velcro-ed on a belt & voila

i made a little something for the rhino too:)





mine! all mine!! no skittles...chocolate!

yesterday it felt like a horrible day but today i realized that everything was great...

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 6:21 PM PST
Updated: Saturday, 5 November 2005 1:56 PM PST
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fine line
i have had an ongoing draft of an entry for about a month now...i will still write about those topics & post it later...

i have something random that i need/want to post now...

.........

between staying fit and anerexia. i am realizing more & more how my love of food saves me from myself...

I tell pierre things that i think but outloud & i never realized how insane they are sometimes...what i mean is the emphasis i place on my image of myself & how obsessed i am with my weight...pierre even tells me about this anerexic girl at his sessions & how insane & unreasonable she is & that she's crazy to imply that my thought process is flawed....i sit around knowing that i'm stupid for thinking the way i do cuz i probably have a fitter body than a lot of the ppl that bare their body freely & confidently...i can see my muscles & i know that i'm not overweight...but i constantly think i am...the first thing i do every morning when i wake up is stare at my body in the mirror...not my face but my body & i weigh myself & i freak out at a tiny change in my weight...i plan my eating plan for the day based on that number i see...granted i normally don't follow it since i'm so obsessed with food thank gawd...but it scares me to think...what if i wasn't...

.........

between masochism & the quest for truth. i used to think that the truth would set me free. i wanted to know the truth no matter how much it hurt how much it affected my life & how unnecessary that pain was.

last night i realized that i am not a masochist anymore...things that will hurt me i do not want to know...

i left not knowing. maybe i should've stayed to find out so i could ruin my idealization but i just didn't want to know. my stomach was turning & i instantly felt shitty. i had to go. all my dreams last night were regarding this & finding out. after i woke up early in the morning i couldn't go back to sleep because i was half asleep & debating how i'd react the next day & all the things i needed to do.

.........

between sanity and breakdown. i have been tiptoing on this thin thin border for the past few weeks. i think about all the things i need to do & i flip out. quite literally. i need to actively calm myself down & continue.

.........

i sound like i'm going insane. as pierre would point out i'd say: "greeeeat"

on daylight savings day: pierre said, "I wish everyday had 25 hours & then everyday would be like daylight savings day!"

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 9:03 AM PST
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Thursday, 22 September 2005

we are nerds quotes:

me: it was really gross last night i had a dream that we were all asked to bring the movie moulin rouge to this party & so everyone was going around looking for one & somehow there were a lot of different version & i was sitting in my dream calculating if it was an (s,S) or (Q,R) etc

erick: hahahahahahahahahaahah i had a Q,R dream as well!! i woke up all worried





(we were doing 150 hw & jon isn't in that class & we were stuck)
erick: we should ask jon i bet he'd know anyway
me: we can be like...ooh jon want to play a game???
erick: an inventory game?





i can't think of anymore at the moment though i know we have had tons...we decided we really just need a camcorder on us at all times




other random things...

lots of firsts last weekend (i typed this up & then comp froze so now i'm lazy & busy so i will bullet things)

- first time semi drinking...not for me...like i expected
- first time tailgating (davis v. stanford football game & davis won! it was an exciting game)
- first time making a stanford tree pinata!
- first time a guy i dated has met my dad
i can't remember anymore...i'm bitter all of a sudden because i found out someone else is trying to start a food club too...gah


Posted by blog/c_is_for at 9:39 PM PDT
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Monday, 12 September 2005
i want to cry
i have seriously been on the verge of tears for the 2nd half of the day because i am just too overwhelmed by everything

i'm completely stressed out & i've even been losing weight the past two weeks, unhealthily, of course

i don't have the time to do anything

i even feel guilty eating because i feel like i'm wasting time

my head is constantly spinning & i've been getting headaches & i have to keep reminding myself what is next on my to do list or where to have to walk really fast to next

this is bad

i know most of it is psychological & a normal person could maybe handle this

but i guess i'm not one of those people

i will have to cut something soon & i think it will have to be work....i will see

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 8:50 PM PDT
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Sunday, 11 September 2005
quick update....& quotes make a comeback
so i only have time for a quick update on my life

-things have been going smoothly with the california culinary club...it is officially active & i just need to find the time to write a constitution..hopefully i can make time for it next week because i really need to worry about the funding, booking a room, & getting that club on its way

-the first general meeting for iie is next week & i've attended the first ejc (engineers' joint council) meeting..i didn't know engineering societies did not go thru asuc but just ejc to get funding..which is nice but annoying at the same time cuz 1, if it was thru asuc i could just do that stuff along w/ my ccclub stuff simultaneously 2, i wouldn't have to join an ejc committee w/ an 8 hr/ month extra commitment (if i get the position) but it's nice cuz i don't have to deal w/ the asuc as much i guess....& there is a president treasurer meeting i need to go to next week bah

-the first general meeting of the cooking decal has met & i met the otehr ta's certain people know how i feel about them already but i will not say anything on here because who knows who reads this...let's just say one already is getting on my nerves...the decal starts next week & labs start the week after that...i am SO glad now that i'm not a facilitator w/ christine cuz the extra work would drive me mad...

-job hunting...i'm sup'd to be working on that as i write this

-classes...i think this busy schedule has been helping me focus on school (eg, i never watch tv anymore because i can't afford to)...i seem to be getting things for the most part....but i foresee getting lost in 131

-work has been pretty hellish...i mean nothing i do is too hard but there is just so much of it i can't deal with it because i don't have the time to...i'm preparing a tuesday presentation for the boss now but they already talked about me doing even more work on the projects & i'm so scared of that this is not the time to be doing that to me...the boss because he is so stressed is starting to be a jerk...saying things like "just get the done" or "Find a way" & the thing is that is not possible because if there was a way don't you think i'd be on it? i HATE being talked down to as if i'm stupid..that is what i hated about my old jobs...at least this is temporary (the boss is normally not like that)...sept is just a really really work heavy month for them

i am trying to bring back my quotes of the day because i loved that but i haven't really been doing it so...since school started i have a few off the top of my head...

jamie is reading the daily cal (our school newspaper)
gareth: oooooh let me see my horoscope
jamie: why are you so impaitent..you can't just go through the day without knowing what will happen to you
gareth: nope...oooh that was a good horoscope now i'm excited


on the beach retreat..while driving doug was saying how the strawberries in that area were really really heavenly & they just kept describing it (it's hard to hear in the back of the car what the people in the front were saying)
jon: the taste is simply orgasmic
me: now i really want strawberries
erick: what after hearing they were orgasmic?
me: what? i didn't hear that part
jon: i just said that!
erick: we know what to get you for your birthday!...we'll go to your apartment & it will just be filled with strawberry leaves
(& they continue to imitate me)


in the hallway before the first day of class
jamie: why couldn't they at least wait til after labor day to start school...or better yet til thanksgiving
erick: why not just wait til after christmas
jamie: you convinced me


(sexual content below haha)
while doing 131 hw (we had to draw these models to signify certain queues)..for the last problem it was a line of people waiting for a person to load & unload the automatic machines..after drawing the models we had to think of creative real life examples of those models
alex: it could be like *wink wink nudge nudge* loading & unloading...they are loaded & then i unload
me: & apparently there's a line......
alex: it could be for doug the sex god

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 4:24 PM PDT
Updated: Sunday, 11 September 2005 4:38 PM PDT
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