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Sunday, 27 June 2004
love: right or left brained quiz
You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart


how did i know this would be my result...ugh

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 9:23 PM PDT
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Sunday, 20 June 2004

me: you want a pretty, great personalitied girl
jon: man. that's like wishing for a pink elephant

haha i dunno why i found this so amusing:) i should be offended:P!

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 2:48 AM PDT
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Tuesday, 1 June 2004

Even if you are on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there.
~Will Rogers

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 11:07 PM PDT
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Sunday, 30 May 2004
my life's to do list
(in no particular order)
1. start card company
2. learn to ride a motorcycle
3. own a motorcycle
4. be on food network
5. start a restaurant or at least cook at a restaurant
6. start a show (like The ConDom Show... no not like condom...ConDom:))
7. be a teacher
8. at least travel to each continent
9. be able to cook foods of all styles
10. develop recipes
11. own a mini
12. build a big sand castle
13. be a good mom
14. for a week, do my hair a different way each way
15. go clubbing
16. learn how to mix drinks
17. for a month, make a different meal from scratch each night
18. road trip
19. go on a real shopping spree (for me not my kitchen or friends which i tend to do a lot:T)
20. go fishing
21. spend the night at a beach & fall asleep on the sand
22. have a real picnic
23. meet someone that loves me as much as i love them, if not more
24. eat at a majority of famous restaruants
25. make some piece of furniture
26. have a website
27. get a professional full body massage
28. get pampered at a spa
29. fully write & produce a song
30. invent something useful
31. go to culinary school (even if it's a summer program)
32. yum
33. enter a cooking contest
34. go to chicago & eat at that food fair thing
35. market packaging peanut playgrounds..it's brilliant..
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will add when i think of more...

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 5:21 PM PDT
Updated: Friday, 11 June 2004 1:06 AM PDT
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Thursday, 20 May 2004
my theme song
norah jones

Seven Years

Spinning, laughing, dancing to
her favorite song
A little girl with nothing wrong
Is all alone

Eyes wide open
Always hoping for the sun
And she'll sing her song to anyone
that comes along

Fragile as a leaf in autumn
Just fallin' to the ground
Without a sound

Crooked little smile on her face
Tells a tale of grace
That's all her own

Fragile as a leaf in autumn
Just fallin' to the ground
Without a sound

Spinning, laughing, dancing to her favorite song
She?s a little girl with nothing wrong
And she's all alone
A little girl with nothing wrong
And she's all alone




even down to the crooked smile....

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 11:13 AM PDT
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Thursday, 6 May 2004
so true:P
"With each dawn and each dusk, we connect with the world in its time."
Iranian quote


Here is your forecast for Wednesday May 5, 2004.

Personal forecast
This time may be a reflection of events begun a week ago; be mindful of any challenges, and then make adjustments as required. Asserting your will is a possibility now-conditions may demand that you take a stand. You feel more strongly about what is right for you and for those close to you, and you tend to reject what does not meet your standards.




i have been shutting people out...one by one...

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 11:17 AM PDT
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Tuesday, 4 May 2004

can someone just kill me now....

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 1:35 AM PDT
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Sunday, 25 April 2004

"Turn around, and you will see that happiness is the shadow right behind you." ~Felipe Villaespesa

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 5:35 PM PDT
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Thursday, 22 April 2004

"Better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not."
~Andre Gide

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 9:35 AM PDT
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Tuesday, 30 March 2004
tag! you're it!
i walked into the school a bit late. i signed in & walked to the place where the kids usually do homework. it was locked. confused, i walked outside & i realized i recognized some of the kids & i found out from another volunteer it was play day. she said, "yea you can go play with the kids or watch or something"
i said, hesitantly, "ok"
i dreaded this a bit. everyone was already immersed into their games whether it be basketball or kickball or monkey bars etc. i walked around looking for some group of kids to play which. none seemed too inviting. i was about to just sit down & be a party pooper when i feel a tap on my arm
"tag! your're it!"
i look down & there's this smiling little kid that was about to bolt on me
i run after him & ask "who else is playing?"
"no one"
i smile.
i felt sorta special.
he probably saw me looking lost & was quite bored himself. i'm sure he didn't even have to think twice about just tagging me. no hesitation.
he'd keep changing the rules on me, but i didn't care. i thought it was even cuter...
then another boy came & joined us but got distracted by another game later on.
the first boy & i played til his mom came. she looked at me with grateful eyes & thanked me. he was still giggling as he left. i stood there with a smile i couldn't erase thinking you didn't have to thank me. it was my gain.
the rest of the time i sat watched 4 kids playing tin ball tag on the playground. then that 2nd boy came up to me asking me to play this game i haven't heard of. i began to play. he said he was in the world series of the game & he beat a 5th grader. it was adorable to see how proud he was of that fact.

as i was sitting there i saw this black porsche speed by with music blasting & this guy that looked like he THOUGHT he was hot stuff...& i was like oh gawd that's what these little boys will become? the horror...

i have only volunteered at emerson elementary like 3-4 times...but everytime the kids make me smile...where it just be them being themselves or a comment they make...

i remember the warnings from my friends saying i didn't have time for emerson..it was true i didn't...they said..you'll quit soon enough...
i did it anyway..i said i'll give it a chance..
the first day...at the end...the other regular volunteer said "ok now let's all thanks connie for coming!" & they all said in unison "thank you" & this random little kid just runs to me & gives me a huge hug
i was hooked...

makes me remember high school when i'd volunteer all the time...it wasn't for those stupid applications...i just loved doing it...i LOVED it it was giving into my purely always wanting to give side....& it felt great cuz i didn't have to think if i was doing the right thing or not..if i was giving too much...it was what i was SUPPOSED to do..i was allowed to be selfless with no questions asked...

i always knew that my ideal job was to be a mom...it was never something i questioned..& in a way i don't really know why that was...but being around kids & just knowing they make me feel so happy reminds me...their innocence, their default happiness, their energy, their curiousity, their eagerness to love....it's sort of how i've always stayed yet it's something i wish i could fully be...

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 12:10 AM PST
Updated: Tuesday, 30 March 2004 12:15 AM PST
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