3 days in one
Mood:
not sure
i've had 3 days in one...
in one, i was a businessy fake whatever you call it
on the way to the next "day"
i was on the bart & i sat near an old woman that seemed normal until after about the 2nd stop...
she started her rambling with "i had this teacher once & he gave me a D when i deserved an A"
she continued:
i always went to class one time.
there was this guy that always came in late.
the professor he was always there talking to that redhead.
he said he wasn't racist.
he was japanese.
he had a thing for blondes & redheads though.
& you have to know these people mess around with their secretaries.
the secretaries these days are young.
& then they go home & snap at their wife.
& they snap at their children.
& you know! it's like their kid!
& the wife is home cleaning the house & fixing food.
she should know what he does.
& then the government tells the woman how to raise the child.
but it's her kid.
they say she's not feeding her kids right.
but she's at home cleaning & cooking all day.
someone should really tell her.
he shouldn't be able to do that to her.
she continued on & on...
when she stood up for her stop...berkeley, like me
i looked over & noticed particularly the sign abopve her seat that said "this seat is reserved for senior citizens and disabled"
& it made me think about my life
& how lucky i am to have bounced back from the things & people that have hurt me
it also made me think of the people that would never bounce back & what happened in her life that made her the way she is
about last week i found out some news & i was surprised at my reaction...
i was always one to wish people the best & wish happiness for people no matter how they treated me...
& i've come to realize that in my opinion, some people never deserve happiness...i know this is ridiculously harsh...& i sound like a complete b but you know what? this time, i really don't care...
for me, people that are very into religion that make everything they do wrong ok because they are religious always bothered me....because i always believed that how you treat other people and your actions in general that determine if you are a good person
for people that don't treat others well don't deserve the same...they never learn & they repeat these actions on others & continue to hurt people with the things they do
anyways
the 3rd day today was the car ride home
he ended it
& maybe it was the best for both of us
but i have to admit that i miss him already