so i was really excited about the student faculty banquet...
i guess cuz i wanted to finally relax for a bit & dressing up would be fun i guess....
but something about the night made me feel really really icky...
i went home...(well i barely had sleep...& mind you when i say barely i mean barely because my average sleep time is probably 4-5 hrs a night) & i spent 2 hrs trying to figure out the darn bluetooth..i got so frustrated...jon knows:P
& i felt really dizzy all of a sudden so i went to bed
& today...my mood was like the weather...it started out sunny....i tried to not let the previous day's events cause me to be bleh so i was trying to be normal...
but then there was wind..& gray clouds...& thunder & pouring rain...
i don't know if it was still yesterday's stuff or because i felt so beh at work...i felt like i was doing nothing right...
i spent forever researching who to buy supplies from & i ordered them...& then my boss was like "sounds like you were ripped off" & i felt soo beeeeh...cuz i wasn't...for the things i bought! & then i walked to copy central twice & the stuff took forever to get done & they were kinda annoyed at me...but it wasn't my fault...all the papers had freaking post its on them & i had to remove or they were stapled so i had to remove & then staple again...& it was 800 pages of copying...what'd they expect!...i have experience at copying too freaking a....& then in the rain i had to walk to kinko's to drop of fed ex stuff...it was so much tedious crap that i hate...i just like doing the stuff on the comp....anyways....& then i shouldn't have told them that i was going to get a free incredibles clock w/ my order cuz then the guy that sent me in the rain asked if he could have it when it came...it was the one thing i was excited about...beh
i hate feeling down...HATE it...
i'll probably sleep early tonight...
i need it
i've been pretty darn irritable...
& the sad thing is i can't even say anything on here cuz i don't know who reads this anymore..sometimes i can't trust it...
it's probably better that i don't rant anyways...