so it had the usual romantic comedy effect on me...
a mixture of happy & sad
cept it was more happy than sad...
i know i have come to terms with being happy
but i guess no one can fully erase that tidbit of self pity
i guess the one thing about the movie was that love is not clear sometimes...maybe there is always a bit of denial....
it's strange because i never had the denial factor until i was hurt...
but i guess at least i know i do sometimes...
sometimes i hate that i lost that trust in others...but i guess if i hadn't learned then i would've learned somewhere else eventually...
jon had said "if it wasn't ken it would've been the next guy" & i knew he was right...
sooo...that is all
cept i'm somewhat flustered with my life at the moment i am always feeling overwhelmed & my time alone is scarce & valuable...i get thrown off easily too...
one small thing will throw me over the edge (in my mind not towards others)...eg, planning my schedule or whatever...anyways
i have a long hw assignment waiting for me..beh