so i've been computerless for quite some time now...& it doesn't really matter to me actually until i realize taht people from work or internships or whatever are trying to contact me...
but yea...chanda, becca, her friend natalie, & i went to monterey on monday & stayed til wednesday...we did a lot of stuff even though it didn't feel like it...we went to the aquarium, cannery row, 17-mile drive, fisherman's wharf, the "fair" which turned out to just be a farmer's market cuz it was raining, watched hitch, gilroy outlets, yada yada yada...
it was fun but i dunno...it wasn't as fun filled as maybe i had hoped...don't really want to go into it here...but yea...i actually didn't get to eat a lot of seafood either which was disappointing but oh well...i will post pictures later since i'm very very lamely in the lab in the basement of etcheverry because i really needed to reply to an internship & i had no other means...
yesterday we came back at around 3pm i think? i went to chanda's to check mail & study & eat...she went to get thai basil as i went home to drop off my luggage & i had bought one of my faves there: thai pepper chicken...so i gobbled it all up cuz i hadn't had ethnic food in forever haha...& then i had a creamsicle which was yums but then when studying i felt really really icky...it was as if i wanted to burp but then not really because it felt worse...everytime i opened my mouth i would automatically gag...i hadn't felt like that before it was so awful....so i tried to throw up naturally & that didn't work so finally when we decided to rewards ourselves with futurama i sat down & i gagged & i ran to the bathroom & threw up....i forgot how horrible throwing up felt...i kept gagging & nothing was coming out anymore...it really hurt my throat...so i cleaned up & got back & chanda said i might need to throw up again...i said no no i should be fine...she said it was food poisoning which i had never had...so i dunno...but sure enough mid-episode i had to run to the bathroom again....ok so then i felt a lot better & i decided to go home cuz it was getting late...everything was fine...my mom told me to drink warm water to cleanse my system & even if i threw that up to keep drinking...so i did just that & most of you probably don't know how weird it is to know your stomach is completely empty (cuz that was basically the only real meal i had all day) & to just be throwing up water...it felt just as awful...i tried to go to bed...but every few minutes my stomach would wringe in pain & then stop & just when i think i'm better it'll start again...i left on the tv cuz i think it comforted me that someone was there or someone was awake with me or something...this continued until 6am i was just lying there...no way being more comfortable than the other gripping the blankets really hard because i couldn't make noise...i was going between sweating & coldness because my heater isn't working so i had to try to wear the right amt of clothes...& there were moments when after throwing up or whatever my whole body felt pricky & weak & i couldn't muster the energy to get up...& then after each fest i'd have to clean it up...gawd i felt like i was giving labor or something...cept not because nothing good would come of this cept to not eat at thai basil again....i lay there...not even tired anymore i was just so angry & i felt soo helpless & it reminded me of when i was sick sophomore year one time & i stayed up the whole night because the pain kept be from sleeping & i had 2 midterms the next day so i just sat there wanting to sleep so badly with my textbook open in my lap & i felt so shitty & i felt like i had no one....anyways...yea these things always happen so unopportunely because today was also my first day at work...i was also very nervous...
i woke up today feeling a lot lot better but i could tell i was very weak...my whole body was tired
i ended up having some oatmeal for breakfast as advised by my mom to cleanse my system...& a veggie delight at subway as advised by chanda for lunch in case my stomach couldn't take the meat...i'll probably have a light dinner when i get home as well...i can feel my stomach churning in anger if i overdo anything...
but yea...i DO feel better now...
today was my first day at work...they're really nice i just feel like i have nothing to say to them cuz they are a lot older than me...but they're very helpful...sometimes i feel like the co-workers think i'm really weird though...oh well...i did some basic tasks today...the day went by pretty fast...& i'm really happy to be there...it kinda reminds me how i love working...it just feel a lot more accomplished than i do with school...
i feel like i didn't really relax this break...but i know i did...i just think i could've done a better job carrying out that aspect...ah well
i should probably head home now or to visit chanda cuz i'm tired...
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