actually today hasn't been all that bad...
but i decided i really NEED TO GET A GRIP
i do NOT like the person i am when i lack trust
although the easy way out would be to blame all my ex's...not to say it ISN'T their faults haha...
but i know it is something i really need to conquer
& i know that in the end it is really not about trust & it is about the confidence i have in myself
but if i truly had confidence like i thought i did..i would not be feeling the way i do...
granted i have made progress...but i still have not reached it...
i am currently absolutely flipped out...i can not handle having a midterm tomorrow i feel completely overwhelmed...this material is way harder than i thought it was...wish me luck