two random funny things...
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i remember one morning in our 8 am class someone walked into our classroom even though it wasn't her class you saw her mumble embarrassedly with a nervous forced smile as she backed up & out the door
erick had pointed out it was funny that people even bothered to do that whole scenario..everyone walks intot he wrong classroom once in a while so just leave not like anyone cares
& that's so true...it's like we're almost trying to make it ok in our minds & null it out cuz we're just very embarrassed when in reality the other people really don't care...
i saw this happen the other day this girl got off the bus & she walked to the right & then she turned around & walked to the left, facing my direction, & she turned beet red & she lightly hit her head in a "duh" motion...that whole charade made me want to laugh more than the "embarrassing" incident in itself
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so i know i've probably said this before & everyone can figure this out for themselves..but it always kind of amuses me too when people bring up incidences of other people hitting on them or ask what i think about it....
& the funny thing is that it sticks out so much in our heads....what i mean is...getting hit on is always the ultimate random self esteem booster...(which reminds me of a king of queens episode in which doug bribed the construction workers to yell dirty comments at his wife as she walked home so she'd be in a better mood & it totally worked hahah anyways) so i'm very much guilty of this too so i'm not saying anything is wrong with it really...
but it's still kind of sad to know that so much of our confidence is based on what other people think of us even if we don't even like them...i'm not saying that this can be changed & that people should cuz in the end that is what the world is like so you will need to fit in to be able to survive but i just wish it didn't have to be that way...
& it's always kinda fun/funny when these incidents are used to make someone else jealous...i know a lot of people are guilty of this...i mean i've even gotten the other end of it recently & i have to say it's awkward haha....i know i did it to dom a lot when i was still bitter slash when he was still an asshole...not that he's changed at all...ouch but i remember i worked at the time & when you work a job in which you serve people you get the strangest compliments which can turn out to be the most flattering....i have to admit i'm sure it boosted my confidence a lot at the time...
but anyways....sometimes i wonder if people repeat these incidences to prove themselves or to make you "jealous" or maybe neither...but i highly doubt the neither there is always some sort of unconcious reasoning for things of this type...
& if you are reading this & you think i'm referring to you...don't worry i'm not...cuz i was talking about a person/people that don't know i have a blog...in fact i don't think they even know my sn anyways...don't stop telling me your stories:P cuz i like knowing! haha...
i'm sorry i have a sentence at the end to try to redeem myself or undo any mess i may have caused...i just don't want people being less honest to me or anything because of what they read on here...
i HATE studying....well...it's more that i'm studying things i'm pretty sure i will never understand & that's what's frustrating...