as i was taking a nice hot relaxing bath yesterday to relieve my sore muscles..something triggered my memory of how adventurous a baby i was...i was fearless like many naive kids...i was always climbing & crawling & jumping & falling...if my parents weren't watching i'd do anything adventurous that i could get away with...it was rare that i did not have bruises & cuts all over my legs...
i tried to compare this to me now...
i wasn't as fearless anymore, but i guess with experience i'm less & less willing to risk things...but i realized that i was still the same...if opportunity came up i WOULD jump at that chance whether (back then) physically or (now) emtionally/academically/etc...& if i got hurt...all the better. it shows i did try...& that i came out of it with something new...i learned...
the thing is even though i was always hurting myself back then i have no childhood scars (well maybe one out of stupidity) but not any major ones & i think that's how i am now...yea i've had my experiences & yea they've toughened me a bit & yea i was usually the one hurt in the situation...but you know what? i DON'T have those scars...at least not anymore...a fresh wound is always painful but it heals...& you move on...you might think about it...maybe for reference...but it doesn't really affect you anymore...
parallel to my cousin's entry about love's blindness i wanted to add a random tidbit that is unrelated to her entry actually...haha...there's some quote about how no one is perfect until you are in love....i'm not revealing anything on here but i can definitely say that's true in every way...things i would probably find offensive or rudeish or whatever i suddenly find cute & smile at the thought...oyyy....& i can also say that the second something tiny about that person starts to bother you...you know those feelings are fading...you're almost looking for a reason to not like him/her anymore...yada yada yada....
in the lab..i think they're painting outside i can smell the fumes even with my stuffy nose...i SHOULD be studying..oh my life story:P
haha which reminds me of a part in futurama that now i must try to remember:
Zoidberg: I'll have a look but I warn you, I'm an expert on humans, not robuhts.
Fry: Er, I'm not Bender, I'm Fry.
Zoidberg: Really? I thought you were the robuht.
Fry: Nope, human.
Zoidberg: Alright, alright, spare me your life story.
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Updated: Friday, 11 March 2005 2:03 AM PST
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