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Tuesday, 8 February 2005
what's in a name/fulfilling that balance
so this is totally random & has nothing to do with my life at the moment but i felt like saying it...

i know i had gone through this in my head at one point last year regarding a certain relationship

but seriously what's in a name...what's in a title for two people...

boyfriend/girlfriend, people that like each other, etc...

there is no freaking difference...

there is merely the false sense of security that a title for a relationship brings...being gf/bf doesn't mean either one of them likes each other more than people that don't have that title...it doesn't prevent break ups in any sort of way...

so what's the big deal?

i have to confess though i too find a sense of security in such a title because of the frail state you are in when you finally admit to yourself you are completely infatuated with that person...




now...the other half of my entry...

i know i display a fine balance of everything in my life....i don't do it on purpose it just seems to be what i do automatically...why i bring this up is i realized that the only blogs i read are completely contradictory...there are a few stray ones i read once in a while but the ones i read often are one of a super outgoing character & that of a completely shy & innocent character....(neither of which i am close to by any means)

maybe it's because i am at a happy medium of the two but partially it's because i'm in slight awe of each...granted i would never want to be either of them just cuz i don't fit either too well & they are both boys:P...

i just am not capabale of being so outgoing so maybe it's curiousity for that kind of life...& the innocent one maybe it's because i am a bit reminescent of the way i used to be...i know i wouldn't give up my life now for the past but maybe it's nice to know people like that are still out there....innocence is beautiful

that's all really...

& i'm stressed...........
anyone want to offer their massage services?

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 8:59 PM PST
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