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Sunday, 6 February 2005
oh the truth
i was looking up the dates for pisces & i came across this...it's funny how i hate so much to fit a stereotype or group & yet i don't mind admitting i fit my horoscope to a tee...well maybe just cuz it's true...i don't fit any other description of me better....but yea...:

SUN or MARS in PISCES
SUN is here February 20 - March 20)
The man who attracts you is romantic and sensitive, and either... imaginative and a dreamer / artistic or musical / spiritually oriented / in need of help / or lost and confused.

The idea of a secret love affair can excite and entice you. Mystery intriques you.

Your innate sympathetic nature makes you a sucker for a sob story. Compassion for another can create an initial interest in them. Emotional types attract you, and sharing feelings can seduce you.
Broken-hearted lovers, starving artists, and penniless poets play on your heart strings. You can be attracted to a man who needs a savior, but also to one you can see as your savior.

If you were a Princess, you would be dreaming of a romantic "knight in shining armour" to come and sweep you off your feet.

Especially if you have Mars in Pisces, you could be prone to let your passive and sympathetic nature lead you to lovers who use or abuse you. You may fantasize about being "taken", but you don't have to be taken advantage of.







i went home this weekend...it was a mixture of bad & good...but i have to admit the overall feeling was good because even in the bad i found good...once again my mom commented on my weight i threw a mini fit & i went to my room cuz i just didn't want to hear it anymore...i closed the door, grabbed my euripides & began frantically reading because i wanted to take my mind off of the situation or i was going to cry...she continued to yell through the door...i snatched the notepad & pen by my bed & went under the covers again & i began writing...when i am emotional are the best times for me to write everything i write makes so much sense...i didn't bring it with me (i was going to type it up here) but i realized that it was probably better this way i did not want to be consistently reminded of such a night...i ended up falling asleep hiding underneath my blankets...

i really had not heard most of the things she yelled because i covered my ears....why did i need to have this negativity seep into my brain & just make my heart sink....i knew the shit she had to say i've only heard it all my life...the next day i got up early cuz we had planned to go to the flea market & i just acted like nothing was wrong i think i took her by surprised cuz normally i just wouldn't talk to her...i realized i was at a point in my life where i really didn't care...not that i didn't care what she had to say but in terms of my body....yea i've complained all my life...i've been told all my life how horrible i look...granted i had my moments when i was told that when it wasn't true but i really don't care....as long as i know i am healthy i'm fine with the way i look...i go to the gym at the very least every other day i cardio i lift weights...i cook almost everything i eat...i barely eat out anymore...i really don't cook anything that's bad for me...i've been pretty careful....that's the most i can do...& i basically look the same...so what's there to do...i love my life....i really do...so i don't look like the girls in magazines....so what??!?! i really dont' give a shit...as long as i lead a healthy life & when i flex i have muscles to prove to myself i'm not a complete wimp haha....

anyways....gawd i'm so unproductive

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 8:50 PM PST
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