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Tuesday, 28 December 2004
eternal sunshine
if my relationship with dom were to be defined in movies... little black book would be my point of view & i'm sure eternal sunshine would be his...

i was excited but scared to watch this movie for the longest time...i knew it would make me think & i know how my mind wanders but i guess being somewhat of a drama queen i wanted to watch it...

i thought it'd be some amazing revelation but it really wasn't

i already knew that i would never want to erase my memories because it is what makes me who i am...although some were painful many were happy & i learned through them all...

why i say this would be dominic's perspective...no i'm not clementine...i am noami..."i should've stayed with naomi. she was nice. nice is good." phuong is clementine...granted i don't know if they are meant to be together like joel & clementine were (if you erase someone & meet them & still want to be with them you are obviously somewhat meant to be) but that is how i see their relationship...(i know phuong probably is not as slutty as clementine or as rebellious or impulsive) but she is the type to i imagine become predictable to dom (who sorry..is significantly more observant & smart) & i'm sure to dom she just gets boring & i'm sure phuong gets annoyed w/ dom from time to time...when he was with me & things began to downfall...i realized he had supressed his memories with her...not because they were better....even he admitted that...but simply because she was first (not in the case of the movie i know) but she was able to persuade him & touch him with their memories together...

i was surprisingly not bothered by the movie at all (minus the really creepy blurred faces & no face faces) i really am over him...i would've cried if i saw something like this before...

i remember another reason why i was hesitant to see the movie was because he went w/ her to see this movie secretly w/out my knowing...i read it in her lj (which i no longer read) she said her "date" got nauseous & they had to take a rest in the middle of the movie or they left or something i don't even remember but i wonder now if it was cuz he was so bothered by the movie or if he really was sick...

i came across this notepad file on my desktop that i knew was there but i forgot what was in it...

it was labelled "love thyself"
it was the most inspiring thing i had read in a long time & i couldn't believe i wrote it...

i think it was an entry for this blog i wrote offline..so it's probably posted...i will check if not i will post it...

i wish everyone a belated merry christmas & happy new year...

i'm thankful for you all...


Posted by blog/c_is_for at 9:51 PM PST
Updated: Wednesday, 29 December 2004 12:08 PM PST
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