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Thursday, 23 September 2004
oh..you're one of those....
Mood:  irritated
so i was talking to a typical guy who asked me "when was the last time you got laid" i simply responded with "that was super rude" & he responded with "no you're just a typical asian girl trying to be secretive"

i got incredibly annoyed...

i said "i am anything but typical"

he continued to say that i was short & flat & therefore a typical asian girl...

i curse jon for ever having made me join myspace (a friendster like site)...:T

i get nothing but fucking rude messages from annoying guys...

i ignore them all anyways...i should jsut remove my profile...

the point is...well...

1) the irony:
a typical sex-driven guy calling me a typical asian girl (one of his favorite reads is maxim...now THAT's classy....any guys that actually reads & believes maxim is a complete ass living in a barbie world...last i looked in that magazine i was left disgusted at the fact that women's mags left girls wanting to go anerexic while maxim taught how typical fatass guys could get hot model like girlfriends or find ways to tell your girlfriend to lose weight...cuz ALL guys are sooooo perfect)

2) my hatred of being called a typical asian girl:
i am far from those AAA & ABA girls...i'd like to think i venture out of my asian stereotype & i get along w/ people out of my race as well as in...(meaning no asian girl high pitched squealing throngs)...& i'd like to think i have a more well rounded agenda...& i definitely don't have a typical asian girl's body...
& since when are stereotypes of personality based on a person's physical appearance...give me a fucking break...ppl that think that way obviously are shallow & know nothing about how humans are in reality...they live in some demented dimension in which looks mean all...& ppl like that will obviously not succeed in anything they do...(& you call me on the fact i wrote my last few entries on my body...but remember...i only talk of that after my academics...i am actually very happy w/ the way my schoolwork is going right now minus a few stressful moments/deadlines & thus the complaining about my body)...so i was saying they will not succeed because they obviously do not look further in anyway & are incapable of focusing on things that are truly important in life....

3) my hatred of being called typical or "oh you're one of those...(fill in the blank)":
i'd like to think i'm unique....i'd like to think i have traits no one else does...& the thing is...i know i am...i have been confirmed of this by many a people...i am deeper than most know...deeper than most can grasp....i am not saying that people aren't deep...some aren't but those that are are deep in their own way...i have realized in recent years that i am incapable of understanding those that are just as deep as me but in their own way...as well as vice versa...i realize i sound like i'm tooting my own horn...but deep comes w/ its own responsibilities...ANYWAYS...the point is...the thought of being typical bothers the crap out of me..because i know i'm not...& the second someone tries to claim i am...i get angry...in a way that's what i have done all my life...i always tried to be different...not necessarily socially but academically & in my thought process...i have always tried to dream up things that don't exist...tried to invent things that would "make millions"....tried to make things for people that were special....it's not that i go out of my way to be different like some people i know...it just gives me adrenaline to do something different even if it's just a gift for someone...or brainstorming for my restaurant with chris...

the last time i was called "oh you're one of those types" i had to blow steam on here as well...i guess whenever i am told that...it is only confirmation that people will never truly understand me...& that people are quick to judge & separate everyone into poor stereotypes....& that the majority of people are incapable of thinking outside that box....

& on a randomish note...since when is it not rude to ask "when was the last time you got laid" puhlease people...wake up & smell "in good taste" you will never get anywhere with that mouth

Posted by blog/c_is_for at 6:37 PM PDT
Updated: Thursday, 23 September 2004 6:46 PM PDT
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