today was fine til my mom yelled at me over something completely stupid...jury duty & my attitude related...
i lost it from there...
carl told me that jaime, the chicago guy, didn't write that rap song...it didn't faze me...i guess i expected something like that...
but after my mom's yelling..it crept out again & made me mad...
dominic was on the phone...he comforted me..he did ok...but he's starting to lose his ability to make me feel better...
i think because carl & i were talking about him the whole time online too...& i was bothered by the things dominic did to me...
then later i called chanda to ask what she was up to...she told me to ignore him...
i don't know why i'm holding on anymore...
then she said something about how everyone lies to me...i got defense & annoyed at her...yes...people have lied to me...but i'd like to think they don't all lie to me all the time...(could go into that but not in the mood)
then i did it...
i erased him...any way for him to contact me
like i erased yoshi...
& the others...or how they erased me...
online, his away was still "sorry..."