i have so much bitterness & anger i just need to beat someone up...*sigh*
actually i have someone in mind...sad thing is i barely know the person..but the little i do know makes me want to at least slap her....haha...
wow...i sound lame...considering i'm not going to ever reveal the name unless you know my whole dealio...it's just...i feel really bad saying this or maybe i'm simplifying her...but i feel like i already "get" her to a certain extent while she seems to try to come off as someone that is complicated & hard to get...i know i'd probably be oversimplifying things when i want to say that i probably get her more than she gets herself...so i won't propose such an extreme idea but i still feel like it's almost true...ugh hatred hatred...not that she is AT ALL the root of my problems...i just feel the need to lash out & she is my victim...
on a lighter note...i got an "interesting" gift in the mail...i'll be having fun:P thanks jon...