i had never played laser tag before & i have to admit it's pretty fun...
it was just hard cuz we played w/ little kids & it was hard to hit their plates because they were shorter...you'd have to kneel to get them right on the plate...
little kid as we entered the room: "ohmygosh! there are teenagers"
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i keep feeling like i need to relax, so i don't really do anything productive...but by the end of it, i don't really feel relaxed
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looking at random gift ideas online & one was 125 roses...& i did a double take...& it said "yes! send them over 10 dozen roses" & i was like wow...who does that! that's like in the movies!
& then i thought...i have yet to receive one dozen roses from someone other than my dad who i found out today only got them for me because they were buy one get one free & he wanted to get some for my mom on vday haha
it's funny because tons of girls would say so many roses would be cheesy, but not one of them wouldn't be impressed...at least a little bit
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(this should be on other blog)
i really need to start cooking again...i cooked pizza sauce & toppings & stuff for my bread workshop foccacia pizza crusts (which i thought were exciting & since i've never bought premade pizza crusts before i was curious)(it turned out great btw...it almost reminded me of zachary's cuz i did spinach & mushroom w/ chicken)...& the thing is i didn't even really want to eat it..i just really wanted to cook it...it felt so good to be in the kitchen w/ the sizzle of the pan & chopping w/ all my beloved knives & the aroma tickling my nose...i just love it...i miss it...
& then it made me want to call someone to share it with
but i didn't
& then i felt empty again