so i talked to chanda today...we went out for "dinner" i hadn't seen or talked to her in what feels like forever...
we updated each other...
she told me something & for some reason i was not resistant to the thought...(i think the old me would've been annoyed) she said: if something hasn't happened by now...maybe it never will...
i knew she was probably right...& i don't know why i continue to stay so optimistic...
i'm probably just waiting for that tiny glitch & slip that might make that certain "something" just happen....*poof*