"Friday night I'm going nowhere
All the lights are changing green to red
Turning over TV stations
Situations running through my head
Well looking back through time
You know it's clear that I've been blind
I've been a fool
To ever open up my heart
To all that jealousy, that bitterness, that ridicule" - David Gray "Babylon"
I can't promise much to any reader of this blog, but I can promise not to bore, and if I ever do...TELL ME! If you didn't know, this blogger is about relationships and how sh***y or amazing they can be. For me, the most significant thing I've discovered about them are the after-tastes (thanx Chris). Bad ones can make you change a whole lot in a few months, and the great ones leave the longest of feelings and memories. Lately, I've had a lot of horrible after-tastes... so horrible I avoid anything that might remind me or bring me back to those experiences. Now I know some people think I'm a pessimist, but I'm not. I admit to being skeptic, somewhat paranoid, and a little neurotic, but overall I'm a dreamer... BIG TIME. Therefore I can't be a pessimist b/c you don't hear of many pessimists with dreams or hopes or ones that look to the best of things (yes that would make me an optimist). Oh, and the most important thing to know about my blogger: I love sarcastic humor... esp. in the opposite sex. A guy who is witty, charming, and very intelligent could (I admit) easily win me over. Although not right now because like I said: that horrible after-taste has left me to avoid any relationships that might leave me scarred. I'll explain the petty annoyances of these bad-tasting relationships another time...