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o_O omg i feel soooo weird....and kinda cunfusled....there's a kid in my grade that ive had a crush on for a while and everyone has been tellin me he likes me 2...we finally went to the movies but it wuz with our friend joey and he's kinda gettin the feelin the kid didnt mean for it to be much like a date and after all that he hasnt really talked to me a lot...and now certain people are tellin other people that we're goin out and now people are starting to ask me if its true and i dont kno wut to say because if i say yes and the kid finds out and doesnt like me that much everything will be ruined and i will feel like a total ass and will be the laughing-stock of the school...but if i dont say yes and he does like me he might feel rejected and HE may feel like an idiot...and now over the spring break i found out that he still has a baby-sitter who i happen to kno pretty well and i(since i didnt kno who those "certain people" from before were) made the mistake of tellin the main big mouth whom i wont name *cough* AMANDA CORWIN *cough* and she told him that i knew (and she didnt even get the story rite because apparently she said sumthin about me meetin her at a barbeque and her bein his ex or sumthin (totally not true bein that hes 13 and shes like 19...))and now i think hes mad at me and now im even more cunfusled by tryin to write this down and i feel like cryin or screamin or SUMTHIN!!