Once i'm like it's all over, he's playing me for a fool, and then it's the usual oh no we're meant to be and we're gonna end up together and all. Oh my god when will this story end and how will it end? I don't wanna lose him & that's for sure. I miss him so much but i'm scared everything has changed and we will never get the chance to get back together. He's not even online. I so wish he were so that we could talk...
Well, today wasn't a big day. Anouk has been back to school for two days now. Poor her! It must be kinda hard to go to a school where you don't know anyone. Plus, it mustn't be so much fun to live alone. I would like to live alone. Who could i talk to? It seems like it's going alright for her though. She just doesn't like her school and i think she told me she misses HS very much. I guess it's not the same atmosphere at all. She will get used to it and meet new people very soon. If not, she'll have to wait until next here when manon & i move there. ;-)
I had to take the "magic pill" again last night. I had not taken it since school had started. I didn't want to take it but i was feeling so sleepy and weird that i did. Actually, i was sleeping when Mel went to bed and woke me up. I think she did so much noise that it woke me up! lol I was so so tired but couldn't fall back asleep. I was feeling anxious. I waited 15 minutes or so and then i decided to take it. I guess i feel asleep very quickly because i can't remember what happened after i had taken it. I slept very very well but it was so hard to get up this morning! Anyway, i start school at 10 tomorrow morning so i will have more time to sleep.
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