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Queen Mo's Blog
Friday, 12 September 2003
i'm ill
God, i have the flue! I can't believe it! It really sux! The only good thing is that i was "allowed" not to go to school. :) I spent my morning doing stuff for Cacahuete's agenda. If i had been to school this afternoon i would've done it on Saturday afternoon since there would have been no other day.

Well, Tommy's doing fine i guess. He sent me an email 4 days ago (a very unpersonnal one). I replied back but he hasn't yet. It's ok though. The more the days pass by, the more i think that we have nothing in common anymore and i've just been holding on to something that ended so long ago. It's true, i'm holding on to something that is not real. I should really face the truth now. It's been over for a while and he has changed, he's not the same anymore. We're not the same anymore, we have changed. Our love belongs to the past and now we have to move on and start something new. I don't think i'll be able to be with someone or fall in love again. Anyway, i can't be with someone if i don't fall for this person so it's gonna be very hard but honestly i don't care. I'm not into having a boyfriend, neither a husband. I really wanna be on my own because to be honest i don't see the point having someone.

It's time to have lunch now! Damn these stupid kids keep screaming! I hate them!!! lol Plus some stink! OMG, it's awful!!

Posted by blog/bebedior at 11:44 AM MEST
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Monday, 15 September 2003 - 8:50 PM MEST

Name: little note before u fall asleep ..

well here's me ! at last ! i have been away for a long time now, first off to my grandma and then i could not reply cuz of a lack of time :(( but that's ok now since i can reply ! thank god my bro has a comp, cuz i'd die otherwise ! amazing how you need things you were not used to use before and can't do without once u're used to them ! comps and cels are two of this kind !
well seems like my little miss has been quite confused and wondered about lots of stuff lately :(( i think she sometimes feels the truth but still ain't able to deal with it, so somehow pretends, so that seh does not need to face stuff she doesn't want to . That's the part of dreams that she has inside and always sheltered to i guess. And i cannot help her, cuz she's the only one able to set herself free from all this, but it would take so much to her, and so much from her that i guess she'd rather live in a dream . Truth sometimes hurt much more than dreams ... My little miss has to deal with stuff she ain't ready to yet, and she knows about it but pretends she doesn't.
That's hard for her and i'm not even here to help her, even just to be here ... a shame for both of us i guess, cuz even if she needs to breathe, i think i would not mistake saying she'd like me to be here sometimes. Well there are phone calls and she called me today, as well as yesterday, just to call, which she usually never does, or barely ... I guess itwas to support me for my first day of school ,and it was cool to know she was there even if not there ... Well let's not talk about school plz, cuz high school was paradise compared to here !!! lol! just a matter of time before i get used to it i guess...
Time for me to read my notes, have a shower and all, but i'm still not sleepy so i guess i won't before at least 2 hours ... I know my little miss will fall asleep (well go to bed) very soon ... so sweet dreams to her ...

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