I can't get rid of my old habits. I still sign on AIM everyday and even more than just once a day. I deleted the software a few days ago but now i use the express version. I think i would sign on a lot more if i still had the software on my computer. I just wanna see if he's online and or read his away message if he's away. He hasn't come on since i wrote him my last email. I guess he changed his screename & maybe his email adress too. I still expect to get an email from him telling me i did the wrong choice and it'd be better if we kept keeping in touch but that won't happen. Even if it may be what he wants, he will never do it but if it becomes too hard to handle, i guess in a few months i'll hear from him again. What will happen then? I strictly have no clue but i do miss him very much!