Elusives Chops: wow, thats bad
Elusives Chops: how are you feeling?
Laundry Day 27: like shit
Laundry Day 27: and he asked me for her sn
Laundry Day 27: we argued for a long time..
Laundry Day 27: and he pulled the "best friend" card..
Laundry Day 27: -__-
Laundry Day 27: unfortunately i gave in.. becuz i didnt want us to fight.. if we did.. then we'll never talk again
Elusives Chops: oh well
Elusives Chops: the best friend card
Elusives Chops: i've never had to use it
Elusives Chops: it felt too much like a lie
Laundry Day 27: he wants to go out with girl that told him that we're never gonna last
Laundry Day 27: hah
Elusives Chops: oh well
Elusives Chops: sorry annie
Elusives Chops: then again, you cant really find true love in high school
Laundry Day 27: u never know
Elusives Chops: it kind of sucks because through every relationship you go through you might expect less from someone
Elusives Chops: in the next relationship
Laundry Day 27: i would say there's time but this girl is pretty and korean and has peters moms approval [she WANTS him to date her]
Laundry Day 27: agree
Elusives Chops: hmm, who is it?
Elusives Chops: approval? how do you get that?
Elusives Chops: unless they were really old friends of family
Elusives Chops: but other than that, how do you even put through with it
Laundry Day 27: their moms are best friends
Laundry Day 27: or friends or whatever
Laundry Day 27: so them two do things together cuz that girl and her mom invite to him a lotta places
Laundry Day 27: and they visit each other
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: i told him..
Laundry Day 27: i told him the only way we'd last is if i was korean...
Elusives Chops: how did you know that
Laundry Day 27: like i said.. me and peter are best friends
Laundry Day 27: we know each other kinda well
Laundry Day 27: then again.. peter wont keep his mouth shut about his life
Elusives Chops: i see
Elusives Chops: well, my only theory on this is because you met him and knew him as a boyfriend, and now hes just another person to you
Elusives Chops: and theres emptiness somehow
Elusives Chops: but the good thing to this is that now you can see him at a better view
Elusives Chops: knowing his flaws you didnt see when you were with him
Laundry Day 27: better..
Laundry Day 27: i knew about it but i just ignored them
Laundry Day 27: he is such a player..
Laundry Day 27: but of course i cant say i dont either
Elusives Chops: oh well
Laundry Day 27: best friends with him is like.. great for the few minutes we spend together..
Laundry Day 27: but then i start to think..
Laundry Day 27: that MAYBE just maybe we'd get another try...
Laundry Day 27: BUT since today.. with him sayin he might hook up with that girl...
Laundry Day 27: it like messed everything up
Elusives Chops: hah hah
Elusives Chops: annie dont worry about it
Laundry Day 27: my whole HOPE is crushed
Elusives Chops: listen, hes just a burden now
Elusives Chops: leave him at his own game
Elusives Chops: if he couldnt fit your needs then he doesnt deserve you anyway
Laundry Day 27: omg my cuzzin said "dangling a string of hope in front of u.. and yankin it away!!"
Laundry Day 27: but i cant help it
Laundry Day 27: im still attatched
Elusives Chops: sigh, come on, you cant seriously think hes that great after all this?
Laundry Day 27: but i cant let goo
Laundry Day 27: what if he DOES come back??
Elusives Chops: but you have to
Laundry Day 27: and im not ready??
Elusives Chops: then dont take him
Elusives Chops: he shouldn't have left you in the first place
Laundry Day 27: his feelings are messed up now..
Laundry Day 27: they MIGHT come back..
Laundry Day 27: uuggghhhh
Elusives Chops: and what if they dont?
Elusives Chops: hes playing you like a video game, dont let him
Elusives Chops: hes in control of your emotions, you have to take back what is yours
Elusives Chops: get a hold of yourself
Laundry Day 27: but but but but but
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Elusives Chops: but what
Elusives Chops: what else is there?
Elusives Chops: theres nothing
Elusives Chops: theres no reason why you should go back to him
Elusives Chops: and even if you did, the chances that he'll leave you are there
Elusives Chops: and going through for a third time will be worse
Elusives Chops: i guran-damn-tee it
Elusives Chops: annie, if you're even listening to me anymore
Elusives Chops: build yourself back up
Laundry Day 27: he's like
Elusives Chops: i dont know how long, just give it time
Laundry Day 27: the only bf ive never been ashamed of
Laundry Day 27: fuck time
Elusives Chops: time is your biggest enemy, but it can be your savior too
Elusives Chops: i know time tends to heal wounds, but sometimes it doesnt
Laundry Day 27: yeah it doesnt..
Laundry Day 27: if i have hope..
Laundry Day 27: then theres less depression
Elusives Chops: listen
Laundry Day 27: BUT then wen there is.. its worse
Elusives Chops: if he opens himself to you again
Laundry Day 27: high hopes is a load of bullshit
Laundry Day 27: he still treats me the same..
Elusives Chops: you have to understand what will the conscequences will be
Laundry Day 27: everything but the huggin n kissin
Elusives Chops: what if he breaks up with you a third time?
Laundry Day 27: u mean second
Laundry Day 27: well then... i still hope on to that last bit of hope
Elusives Chops: then i hope that your hope doesnt mislead you
Laundry Day 27: *hold on
Elusives Chops: you know, there is such thing as fate
Elusives Chops: the one thing then that overcomes fate is choice
Laundry Day 27: well
Elusives Chops: fate can put you together, but its a matter of his choice and yours
Laundry Day 27: thats a good qoute
Laundry Day 27: yeah i know..
Laundry Day 27: what he said but dumbed down
Laundry Day 27: *thats
Elusives Chops: this cat is starting to sound worse and worse by the second
Elusives Chops: i'd say give him up
Laundry Day 27: he said we might come back.. thats wat happened last time..
Laundry Day 27: but this time im the one that still cares
Elusives Chops: not a week after the breakup and he wants to go with someone else
Elusives Chops: annie, i know you dont want to be played on by this cat
Elusives Chops: or by anyone for that matter
Laundry Day 27: ehem.. who said i didnt do the same
Laundry Day 27: but he also told me that he's not really sure how he feels about her
Elusives Chops: annie
Laundry Day 27: and i know for a fact.. wen he says something.. he sticks with it
Elusives Chops: you know you're denying everything i'm saying right
Laundry Day 27: yes.. =/
Elusives Chops: ok