Laundry Day 27: i cant
XxshortmantranxX: yeah...
Laundry Day 27: im already in love..
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: [shit.]
XxshortmantranxX: with a one month relationship?
Laundry Day 27: yeah we've been thru a lot
Laundry Day 27: a little too much
Laundry Day 27: we went a bit too fast
XxshortmantranxX: just a tad
XxshortmantranxX: i mean...love?
XxshortmantranxX: come on
Laundry Day 27: makes me think if it does go fast.. wud it speed up to the supposed break up?
Laundry Day 27: yes peter..
Laundry Day 27: i do love him
Laundry Day 27: i want and ache for him
Laundry Day 27: wen he hurts i hurt.
Laundry Day 27: sometimes i love him so much.. i cry.
Laundry Day 27: unbelievable...
Laundry Day 27: id tell myself that..
XxshortmantranxX: believable
XxshortmantranxX: damnit...
XxshortmantranxX: now im feelin down
Laundry Day 27: i miss him.. it hurts inside
Laundry Day 27: oh im sorry
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: anyways
Laundry Day 27: music is my healer..
Laundry Day 27: well it eases things..
XxshortmantranxX: yeah...
Laundry Day 27: but unfortunately... i dont have any songs on my comp
Laundry Day 27: except for three..
XxshortmantranxX: no cd player?
Laundry Day 27: well i dont like uploading
Laundry Day 27: only one of my songs fit.
XxshortmantranxX: ok...
Laundry Day 27: you got it bad
never be replaced
differences
Laundry Day 27: dammit..
Laundry Day 27: this cant be happening again..
Laundry Day 27: why did i trust..
XxshortmantranxX: one month
XxshortmantranxX: how can love become in a month
Laundry Day 27: wait.. why am i overreacting
Laundry Day 27: time has nothing to do with love
Laundry Day 27: well it does
Laundry Day 27: but in a way it doesnt
XxshortmantranxX: does too
XxshortmantranxX: lol
Laundry Day 27: ah! just one month!!!!!! how could it be so little..
XxshortmantranxX: exactly!
XxshortmantranxX: thats what im sayin
XxshortmantranxX: word to ur motha
Laundry Day 27: at least we lasted longer than ppl expected..
Laundry Day 27: and i was the one to cheat on him
Laundry Day 27: idiot
Laundry Day 27: *idiots
Laundry Day 27: i mean i expected for us to ... last.
Laundry Day 27: he'd tell me we would..
XxshortmantranxX: he says a lotta things i hear
Laundry Day 27: well at least i have a cd made for heartbreaks...
XxshortmantranxX: did he tell you "you are my one true love"

XxshortmantranxX: i got one too!
XxshortmantranxX: high five!
Laundry Day 27: ahah high five..
Laundry Day 27: he said i was his first love
Laundry Day 27: hes had other girlfriends... but i mattered
Laundry Day 27: i touch him deep
Laundry Day 27: so he says
XxshortmantranxX: mhmm...
Laundry Day 27: ive seen that look in his eyes...
Laundry Day 27: so deep..
Laundry Day 27: he sang me this korean song... im guessing its really deep becuz i saw it in his eyes.. and actions..
Laundry Day 27: he looked like he was crying..
XxshortmantranxX: does he sing good
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: so much done in just one month..
Laundry Day 27: more than what a 5 month relationship cud do..
Laundry Day 27: yeah..
Laundry Day 27: he does..
XxshortmantranxX: *sigh*
XxshortmantranxX: well
XxshortmantranxX: do u care if i dont know what to say...
Laundry Day 27: its okay if u have nothing to say..
XxshortmantranxX: i do have things
Laundry Day 27: to let this out.. makes this easy on the heart.. but hard on the eyes
Laundry Day 27: oh
XxshortmantranxX: there are so many things that i would like to say to u
XxshortmantranxX: but i dont kno how
Laundry Day 27: then dont
Laundry Day 27: honestly.. if its bad.. dont.
Laundry Day 27: save it.
Laundry Day 27: its not over
XxshortmantranxX: its not bad
XxshortmantranxX: whatever
XxshortmantranxX: neways
XxshortmantranxX: im drinkin fruit punch
XxshortmantranxX: good stuff
Laundry Day 27: heh..
Laundry Day 27: i need my sleeping juice
Laundry Day 27: sleeping drink...
XxshortmantranxX: i need...
XxshortmantranxX: nvm
Laundry Day 27: [sigh] enuff of it...
Laundry Day 27: will make the tears drown..
XxshortmantranxX: i got sleeping pills
XxshortmantranxX: does that work
Laundry Day 27: hah no pill for me
Laundry Day 27: *pill
Laundry Day 27: **pills
XxshortmantranxX: all right
Laundry Day 27: im antipill.. even its fun.. but it takes all the proteins outa ur body..
Laundry Day 27: and im aiming for a nice body..
XxshortmantranxX: lol
Laundry Day 27: dont wanna lose my fine ass
XxshortmantranxX: hahahaha
XxshortmantranxX: i wanna see it
XxshortmantranxX: with ur birthmark
XxshortmantranxX: doot doo
Laundry Day 27: im serious.. damn i even check myself out
XxshortmantranxX: hahaha
Laundry Day 27: i love touching my ass too..
Laundry Day 27: its niiccceeee
XxshortmantranxX: today woulda been seven months for my friend john and his gf
XxshortmantranxX: *sigh*
XxshortmantranxX: u knwo what
XxshortmantranxX: i would laff hard right now
Laundry Day 27: i get why my friend always wanna touch it
XxshortmantranxX: but id otn know
XxshortmantranxX: whatever
XxshortmantranxX: pop tarts sound good right now
XxshortmantranxX: nah
XxshortmantranxX: not poptarts
XxshortmantranxX: i grab my ass
XxshortmantranxX: theres nothing to grab
XxshortmantranxX: but i do it
XxshortmantranxX: just for fun
Laundry Day 27: ahaha
Laundry Day 27: mines nice..
Laundry Day 27: damnit im sick
Laundry Day 27: and i gotta take medicine!!
XxshortmantranxX: me to
XxshortmantranxX: o
Laundry Day 27: i dont wanna lose my cute butt!!!!
Laundry Day 27: shit u know how hard it was to get this?!
XxshortmantranxX: annie...calm down...
XxshortmantranxX: lol
XxshortmantranxX: hahaha
Laundry Day 27: took my like a month..
Laundry Day 27: its perfect..
Laundry Day 27: *me
XxshortmantranxX: take a pic for me!
Laundry Day 27: ahah no camera
XxshortmantranxX: come over here in person
XxshortmantranxX: my days of the week...
--SADday
--MOANday
--TEARSday
--WASTEday
--THIRSTday
--FIGHTday
and..
--SHATTERday

Laundry Day 27: aww
Laundry Day 27: hehe thats kinda cute
Laundry Day 27: ]= but sad
Laundry Day 27: really sad
Laundry Day 27: [= hehe cute..
Laundry Day 27: ]= but sad..
XxshortmantranxX: heh
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
XxshortmantranxX: ur cute too
XxshortmantranxX: neways
XxshortmantranxX: me and my friend megan were talkin about u
XxshortmantranxX: she thinks i want ur wang
XxshortmantranxX: oh well
Laundry Day 27: ahah what wang
Laundry Day 27: im not a man
XxshortmantranxX: u got a wang in my mind;-)
XxshortmantranxX: haha i mean
XxshortmantranxX: fuck
XxshortmantranxX: pussies are wangs too
XxshortmantranxX: in my definition
XxshortmantranxX: ur wang is like...ur private part
XxshortmantranxX: aww he hit me in the wang
XxshortmantranxX: he tried to shove his finge rup my wang!
XxshortmantranxX: god my wang hurts
XxshortmantranxX: WANG!
XxshortmantranxX: u know what i was thinkin this morning
XxshortmantranxX: i woke up..
Laundry Day 27: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
XxshortmantranxX: i looked down and i was like. HOLY SHIT!!! ITS FUCKIN COLOSSAL
XxshortmantranxX: ok sorry
XxshortmantranxX: damn hyperness
Laundry Day 27: what the..
XxshortmantranxX: i love annie
Laundry Day 27: [sigh[
XxshortmantranxX: i need printer ink
Laundry Day 27: :'(
XxshortmantranxX: i need someone
Laundry Day 27: me too..
XxshortmantranxX: i need food
Laundry Day 27: me too..
Laundry Day 27: sadly im off chocolate
XxshortmantranxX: i need love
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]..me too..
XxshortmantranxX: we'll regret all those things we thought of but didnt ever do...
Laundry Day 27: my whole life has changed...
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: thats why we have to move on..
XxshortmantranxX: i havent changed a bit
XxshortmantranxX: inside neways
XxshortmantranxX: i still never open up
XxshortmantranxX: i always change subjects
XxshortmantranxX: od i suck
Laundry Day 27: im too open
Laundry Day 27: i wish i changed subjects..
XxshortmantranxX: open up to me then
Laundry Day 27: thats why i take everything to the heart
Laundry Day 27: i cant
XxshortmantranxX: mmm
XxshortmantranxX: sucks for both of us
Laundry Day 27: yes it does..
XxshortmantranxX: i wonder if hteres ever anyone..."normal"
Laundry Day 27: thats why im not entirely fun.. i take EVERYTHING to the heart..
Laundry Day 27: joking around with me isnt as fun
Laundry Day 27: psh normal..
XxshortmantranxX: yeah it is:-D
Laundry Day 27: And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: damn..
XxshortmantranxX: i dont wanan lose nething from my past
XxshortmantranxX: my past is me
XxshortmantranxX: its all i have
Laundry Day 27: my brother just said.. i cant wait till peter gets soul calibur...
Laundry Day 27: ]=
Laundry Day 27: i cant tell my bro... "i dont think he'll get it anymore johnny"
Laundry Day 27: my lil bro loves games..
Laundry Day 27: and speaking about wahts goin on is so much harder then typing it in plain text
Laundry Day 27: *than
XxshortmantranxX: ILL GET IT FOR HIM!
XxshortmantranxX: whats ur address
XxshortmantranxX: imma go ebay style
Laundry Day 27: hah
Laundry Day 27: nah
XxshortmantranxX: yeah...
XxshortmantranxX: how about i send u money so u can buy it for him
XxshortmantranxX: u better get him it!
Laundry Day 27: nooo
XxshortmantranxX: yes.
XxshortmantranxX: now tell me ur address.
XxshortmantranxX: :-D
Laundry Day 27: no.
XxshortmantranxX: i love you!
XxshortmantranxX: *muah*
Laundry Day 27: no.
XxshortmantranxX: oic how it is
Laundry Day 27: music is my bestfriend.. and worst enemy
Laundry Day 27: yeah i said no!
XxshortmantranxX: what then
XxshortmantranxX: imma find out where u live
XxshortmantranxX: HUNT YOU DOWN WOMAN
XxshortmantranxX: then find ur lil bro
XxshortmantranxX: and be like
XxshortmantranxX: hey im peter!
XxshortmantranxX: ur sisters friend..
Laundry Day 27: ahaha
Laundry Day 27: no.. im gonna hide my lil bro
XxshortmantranxX: wanna play games?
XxshortmantranxX: whats he gonna do
XxshortmantranxX: go in ur pants
XxshortmantranxX: thats my spot!
Laundry Day 27: hah he'll go under my shirt then
XxshortmantranxX: i still got the ass:-D
Laundry Day 27: hah
XxshortmantranxX: forget my name
Laundry Day 27: peter
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: damn that name..
XxshortmantranxX: whos that
Laundry Day 27: -___-
XxshortmantranxX: sounds like some dork
XxshortmantranxX: homo even
XxshortmantranxX: i hate that name
Laundry Day 27: [sigh] ]=
XxshortmantranxX: im glad i dont have that name
XxshortmantranxX: I LOVE HER
XxshortmantranxX: sorry...just...had to get htat out
XxshortmantranxX: break the silence
Laundry Day 27: v___v [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: love is shit
XxshortmantranxX: but great at the same time
XxshortmantranxX: yup
XxshortmantranxX: we should just runaway
XxshortmantranxX: to california
XxshortmantranxX: or wherever u wanna go
XxshortmantranxX: away from this shit
XxshortmantranxX: mhmm
XxshortmantranxX: well..thats what i want
XxshortmantranxX: i dont know what u want
Laundry Day 27: [sigh] i want to die.. end this all.. i hate going thru this...
Laundry Day 27: i hate worrying
XxshortmantranxX: ill eat ur heart out
XxshortmantranxX: so u can feel the pain
XxshortmantranxX: that i feel
XxshortmantranxX: sorry...just a song
Laundry Day 27: nice song :'(
Laundry Day 27: anyways
XxshortmantranxX: im sorry
XxshortmantranxX: please forgive me
Laundry Day 27: no dont say im sorry
Laundry Day 27: wait is tha part of the song too?
XxshortmantranxX: no...
Laundry Day 27: oh well dont
Laundry Day 27: say im sorry
XxshortmantranxX: why not
Laundry Day 27: theres no reason to be
XxshortmantranxX: yeah there is
XxshortmantranxX: i hurt wen you hurt...
Laundry Day 27: no.
XxshortmantranxX: maybe not
XxshortmantranxX: but im just a naive kid
Laundry Day 27: thats not a reason
XxshortmantranxX: just going along with what i think
XxshortmantranxX: *sigh*
XxshortmantranxX: SO ANNIE
XxshortmantranxX: lets talk happy
XxshortmantranxX: weee
XxshortmantranxX: doopity doo
XxshortmantranxX: hows that flower garden going
XxshortmantranxX: goog?
XxshortmantranxX: good*
XxshortmantranxX: good
Laundry Day 27: uhmm..
XxshortmantranxX: great to hear
Laundry Day 27: yeah..
XxshortmantranxX: so anyways
XxshortmantranxX: i was eating my burger
XxshortmantranxX: and i see this guy dancing
XxshortmantranxX: just like ten feet away
XxshortmantranxX: and im like challenging him
XxshortmantranxX: kicked his ass i did
XxshortmantranxX: thats right i dance
Laundry Day 27: ahah
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: sad songs become ur bestfriend..
XxshortmantranxX: nah...
Laundry Day 27: why cant time move without me
XxshortmantranxX: they surround you...
XxshortmantranxX: bcuz
XxshortmantranxX: to some people
XxshortmantranxX: ur worth their tiem
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: time.. can kill you.
Laundry Day 27: waiting.. will kill you.
XxshortmantranxX: time does kill you
XxshortmantranxX: in the end
Laundry Day 27: its technically not the end.. but inside.. i fear for it..
XxshortmantranxX: time?
XxshortmantranxX: i dont fear time
XxshortmantranxX: i love time
XxshortmantranxX: i wish there was more time
Laundry Day 27: theres always more time.. maybe a bit too much..
XxshortmantranxX: not enuff here...
Laundry Day 27: let tomorrow come..
Laundry Day 27: i want answers
Laundry Day 27: .. i want to get out of this depression
Laundry Day 27: and speed up the healing process..
Laundry Day 27: and go straight towrds death..
XxshortmantranxX: i like the depression
XxshortmantranxX: its good sometimes
Laundry Day 27: i dont want to live
Laundry Day 27: no its not
XxshortmantranxX: stop with the death talks
Laundry Day 27: i dont want to be depressed!!
Laundry Day 27: its not good!!
Laundry Day 27: why the hell did i want to feel pain!!
Laundry Day 27: i hate this feeling!!
XxshortmantranxX: then get it out
Laundry Day 27: what the fuck is wrong with me!!
Laundry Day 27: crying hurts the heart..
Laundry Day 27: fuck.
Laundry Day 27: [sigh]
XxshortmantranxX: crying doesnt hurt...it releases it
Laundry Day 27: but when its expressed.. u feel worse.. u know its bad.. and wont stop..
Laundry Day 27: ur heart feels fuzzy.. and not the good fuzz
Laundry Day 27: its aches..
Laundry Day 27: and seeks help..
Laundry Day 27: using ur body and mind..
Laundry Day 27: damn.
XxshortmantranxX: u kno what
XxshortmantranxX: i always go to sleep during times like that
XxshortmantranxX: nappin
XxshortmantranxX: my favorite thing to do
XxshortmantranxX: the way i heal
Laundry Day 27: i know everyone does..
Laundry Day 27: i like crying myself to sleep..
Laundry Day 27: downside is the baggy eyes
XxshortmantranxX: i dont get em...
Laundry Day 27: i do..
XxshortmantranxX: i dont like crying myself to sleep cuz well u dont want a wet pillow
Laundry Day 27: and swolen
Laundry Day 27: it doesnt matter wen ur crying..
Laundry Day 27: i messed up my phone once.. i cried all over it.. water got inside it
XxshortmantranxX: that sucks
XxshortmantranxX: im not a crier...
XxshortmantranxX: well sometimes
XxshortmantranxX: but i dont cry over everyone
Laundry Day 27: yeah it took awhile for it to dry
XxshortmantranxX: i tear up but nah
Laundry Day 27: i cry for love and friendship
Laundry Day 27: its not frequent..
Laundry Day 27: but i remember them so well..
XxshortmantranxX: *Sigh*
XxshortmantranxX: wenever i talk to u i get to thinking
XxshortmantranxX: thank yooou
XxshortmantranxX: *that was not sarcastic*
Laundry Day 27: the only times i do.. one of the best detailed memory in me
Laundry Day 27: thanks and ur welcome
XxshortmantranxX: whats ur favorite memory
Laundry Day 27: i cant think of any now..
Laundry Day 27: except for .. u know.. wen i went thru stuff.
XxshortmantranxX: stuff...
XxshortmantranxX: nice
XxshortmantranxX: "you're a foot away, but im still missing you"
XxshortmantranxX: i feel that way wenever im in geometry
XxshortmantranxX: she used to be my best frend
Laundry Day 27: i feel that way wehn... [sigh]
Laundry Day 27: i see those i let go...
Laundry Day 27: :'(
XxshortmantranxX: yeah
XxshortmantranxX: *sigh*
Laundry Day 27: makes me wonder if my faithfulness is really there..
Laundry Day 27: >__<
Laundry Day 27: i look at my friends.. they stopped talking to me like they used to.. hugs are down to once a week..
Laundry Day 27: ]=
Laundry Day 27: why did i do it
XxshortmantranxX: yeah my ex...jenny...
XxshortmantranxX: the government is lying
XxshortmantranxX: the truth is found with reason
XxshortmantranxX: neays
XxshortmantranxX: uhm...
XxshortmantranxX: so uh how tall r u now
Laundry Day 27: same..
Laundry Day 27: always 5..
XxshortmantranxX: thats kewl
XxshortmantranxX: short girls are hott:-P
Laundry Day 27: hah why of course i am
XxshortmantranxX: haha
Laundry Day 27: thats why i have such great guy friends
Laundry Day 27: yum..
XxshortmantranxX: yeah...
XxshortmantranxX: i better get going...
Laundry Day 27: ignore that
Laundry Day 27: this early?
XxshortmantranxX: yeah dads bitchin
XxshortmantranxX: fuckin bitch
XxshortmantranxX: i was talkin to annie
Laundry Day 27: yeah
XxshortmantranxX: the...of my life
XxshortmantranxX: bye
Laundry Day 27: friend
XxshortmantranxX: muah
XxshortmantranxX signed off at 10:36:41 PM.