this is the prettiest place ive ever seen i wish we could move somewhere with a waterfall

Mood:  down
when i was at my dads he and the bitch got into a fight. i was hoping they would breakup, but no. they made up and said sorry later. of course they didnt say sorry to me about arguing in front of my face which is stupid but since when have they put me first

this sumer has been busy. i havnt seen my dad in 2 months or so. i just dont like it when he brings her. hes being stupid its like he doesnt care about me and how i feel about this whole thing. if i had a kid i wouldnt date someoen they didnt like.

Mood:  chatty

 i dont like it when ppl talk about me behind my back and then are all nice to my face.

 

UGGHHH!!!  im so tired of fakes. i will never be a fake EVER

i love summer. my mom sent me to summer camp for 1 week. i didnt want to go but by the end of the week i didnt want to leave!! Ppl understood me there. my counselor was real nice her parents were divorced too when she was around my age.

wellll schools been ok havent talked to him since thebreakup. my freinds dont get it most of them hadnt had bfs yet. they dont understand why im still sad about it. most of them dont know about my dad and moms divorce it feels like im sooo alone.

Mood:  not sure
he just broke up with me. he called me on the phone and told me that he wants to date someone else in our class. it hurt so bad i was crying and screaming on the phone and he hung up. i wonder if this is how my mom felt when i told her about the pics on dads camera she was so nice to me after he broke up with me. i dont want to go back to school again then i have to face him.

im sorry i havn't written in awhile. i was grounded 4ever. i brought my bf over withotu telling anyone and my mom wasnt home. she came home and started freakin out and then took the comp away. i was only alowed to type on the comp for school but now im not grounded anymore. but yah, i have a bf now! hes real sweet but my mom hates him lol

well thanksgiving went better this year. there were 2 thanksgivings i went to. one was at my mom's and then my grandma took me to my dads and the bitch's place for thanksgiving. it was kind of wierd being there but i made sure my dad payed attention to me n not *HER*.

i wish someone would rite a song like this for me it's so sweet. it's be the jonas bros.  its called Inseparable.

[Verse 1:]
Take my hand tonight
We can run so far
We can change the world to anything we want
We can stop for hours just staring at the stars
They shine down to show us

That...

[Chorus:]
you know when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you through the night
And we'll be running so fast we can fly tonight
And even when we're miles and miles apart
You're still holding all of my heart
I promise it will never be dark
I know..we're inseparable

[Verse 2:]
We could run forever if you wanted to
And i would not get tired
Because I'd be with you
I keep singing this song until the very end
We have done all these things

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
I would give it all
Never let you fall
Cause you know we're inseparable
I would give it all
Just to show you I'm in love
Cause you know we're inseparable

bored
hi wow its been a long while since i wrote onthis. its because my moms bf at the time got mad and threw somethin at her but it missed her and hit the comp n the comp fell off the desk n onto the floor realy hard. she said she tripped n fell on it but i know the truth. i was awake while the were fightin but she doesnt kno that. are there such things as nice guys that dont do stupid shit like that or isthat just a fary tale?

this is a song by taylor swift i like it's called "tell me why" .

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..

You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what i'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..

Why..do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why..do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
Why, tell me why

I take a step back, let you go
I told you i'm not bulletproof
Now you know

so i went to my friends moms wedding (shes never beeen married before). i couldnt help but think about how my mom n dad looked that happy at one point but now their gettin divorce. will that happen to me???????its such a scary thought

Mood:  don't ask
so my mom just got off the phone with my dad and u could hear his voice yelling on the phone from where i was standing. they alwas fight wenever they talk and it always seems to be about me even tho it wasnt me that took pics of some bitch. if they should be fighting it should be over her and not me they effing suck

im sooo mad
i hate fake freinds! im sick of bein ditched for someone else and i just want someone real who cares!!!!! i hate fake people but fake freinds r worse!!!