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//you're my angel, you're the only sunshine in my life, feels like heaven when you take me in your arms. <3

Ok so it's 1:14 a.m and I can't sleep, I think it's because I've ruined my sleeping pattern. Well anyway all I wanted to do was make you a surprise because this is unexpected and hopefully it will make you happy =)

First off, I'd like to say I love you and attempt to describe how much I love you although I'm not extremely good at describing how I feel although I think I deserve credit for an attempt lol. Yes, I love you so much you don't even realise how much I love you. I love you more than an entire universe!

We have been through so much like seriously, more than any couple have been through which ends in the result of an extremely strong bond which no one can break and as weird as this may sound, a small part of me is happy we went through all those episodes because I don't think we'd be here today how we are if it didn't happen. I do believe that everything happens for a reason, and all that shit that has happened has happened to make us stronger and closer and to make us realise how lucky we are to have eachother. I could say our relationship is complete at this point.

I know our relationship is almost perfect when I can wake up in someone's arms, kiss them with my bad breath, and still feel completely gorgeous and in a state of bliss. That's just exactly how you make me feel, and I wouldn't have it any other way. You make me who I am, you make me better, and you make me who I want to be. I love you no matter what.

I love the way you kiss me, hold me, look at me, the way you make me feel (you make me feel good about myself and I know I don't show this and it's not evident but it's the truth). I love the way you can make me laugh at any time. You're really the only one who can make me laugh when I'm extremely upset or sad. I love how I can tell you anything and you're open and you make me feel comfortable. I love how we play around and joke around, it reminds me that we're friends as well as boyfriend/girlfriend which is the base of a good relationship. I love how you'd do anything to keep me safe and the way you look after me. I love it how we can just sit on the lounge and just watch TV and it turns out to be one of the best nights in my entire life. All of the best moments of my life have been spent with you. You have made a mark in my life and if anything ever happens, I'll never ever stop loving you - you've made such a big impact on my life that it's not possible to forget about you.

On to physical. I know you don't like this subject and you hate it when I bring it up but tough, you have to read it. You're honestly the most attractive male I've ever seen in my whole life and I'm so lucky I have someone that's attractive AND has a great personality. You even look hot when you've just woken up! Your eyes, your nose, your smile, your face just make me realise how lucky I really am. oh and you're body. we both know you have one of the hottest bodies. I don't give a fuck what you read in magazines, I KNOW what I think is attractive so you can disregard me from what magazines like to think "women" think is attractive.!! when we have babies they're gonna be hot babies and when they grow up I'm going to put bars on their window so no one harrasses them =D haha jk.

On a serious note,whatever happens, I'll always be here for you as a friend and a girlfriend, through thick and thin (which we've experienced previously).

Alex Di Carlo, I love you with all my heart, body, mind, soul and I honestly hope with all the hope I have (if that makes sense) that we spend the rest of our lives together because I couldn't imagine growing and spending my life without you.

Love Always, Yasmen K.