I'll never forget the day I first saw "a dream
walking". Her name was Susie Summers (name changed to protect the fantastic.). Here smile, which sparkled beneath two twinkling eyes, was electric and made people
who received it (especially guy people) feel very special.
While her physical beauty was astounding, it was her invisible beauty I shall always remember. She
really cared about other people and was an extremely talented listener. Her sense of humor could brighten your entire day and her wise words were always exactly what
you needed to hear. She was not only admired but also genuinely respected by members of both sexes. With everything in the world to be conceited about, she was
extremely humble.
Needless to say, she was every guy’s dream. Especially mine. I got to walk her to class once a day,
and once I even got to eat lunch with her all by myself. I felt on top of the world.
I would think, “If only I could have a girlfriend like Susie Summers, I’d never even look at a another
female.” But I figured that someone this astounding was probably dating someone far better then myself. Even though I was president of the student body, I just knew I
didn’t stand a ghost of a chance.
So at graduation, I said farewell to my first big
crush.
A year later, I met her best friend in a shopping center, and we had lunch together. With
a lump in my throat, I asked how Susie was.
“Well, she got over you,” was the reply.
“What are you talking about?” I asked.
“You were really cruel to her the way you led her on, always walking her to class and making her
think you were interested. Do you remember the time you had lunch with her? Well, she stayed by the phone the entire evening. She was sure you were going to call and
ask her out.”
I was so afraid of rejection, I never risked letting her know how I felt. Suppose I had asked her out
and she’d said no? What’s the worst thing that could have happened? I wouldn’t have had a date with her. Well guess what? I DIDN’T HAVE A DATE WITH HER ANYHOW.
What makes it worse is that I probably could have.