ramblings
Mood:  quizzical
Ever feel like you have to go,
that its time to change?
but you dont know what to change,
and you lost the directions?

that its waiting for you to catch up,
but your not ready,
that your time may soon pass,
pass before you get a chance to grab it by the horns,
and show it what your made of?

but your not ready to go,
your comfortable with the now-ness of it all,
its "all good" but you havnt realised its potential,
or potential-less-ness?

I need to go somewhere,
and do something,
but i'm not sure where to go to "git 'r dun"
or how to do 'it' once I get 'there'

do I have to find 'it' or will 'it find me?
will it be prepared for me or will it panic,
suprised to see I made it,
or that I careed to let me be found?
or will it be waiting with open arms,
to let me do what needs to be done,
or what should have been done?

'it' is leaving me behind but I cant catch up,
something deep inside of me doesnt want to go,
something is wrong,
maybe the wrongnes is wrong and its actually right,
and I need to leave?

but go where and do what?
if I leave now I wont stop,
not till I reach the end,
then what?
what happens then?
do I start over,
or obtain another level.....