Brooke, you meen the world to me. Id give up anything to be with you.
I know I fucked up tonight.
And im truely sorry for that.
I dont know any words I can say to express how sorry I am.
But to be honest... all I want is you.
I dont need anything but you.
And having you would be everything to me.
I rember when we broke up I woke up that next morning
with an emptyness in me, and every morning since we've not been together a piece of me has been missing.
I know I have alot of work to do.
But Brooke, I need you, and I want to be with you.
I'll do what ever it takes for me to be with you.
I love you soooo much, and you meen the absolute world to me.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Sorry for the delay in the update. Ok well Sunday was kick ass. I went tp the Rennisance festival with Brooke!! WOO YEAH! IT was soo damn fun! Best day of my life!!!

Thursday, October 28, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LYL!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Wow, ok, I'm not really sure what to think right now...

Friday, November 12, 2004
CRAZY ass week! I went from somewhat happy to miserable, to semi happy, to depressed, and now I'm just kinda bleh.. idk what to think right now, if I wasn't such a fuckin screw up maybe things might be better, but wtf I don't care I can't do ne thing bout it, right?

Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.