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Hi Tim!

How are you? I was gonna send you this note, but I got disconnected by my sis again. I got pissed off. Oh well.. There are a few things on my mind that I'm very stressed about. You already know I'm losing interest in school cuz it doesn't seem like what I wanna get into. We all had to take the stupid programming crap. It's a 2 yr program and I have to finish it within 3 yrs. If I can't survive it, I think I have to re-apply. I'll see and I'll just continue thru the end. I already decided that if I can't make it, I'll find a job. Next Wednesday, there's gonna be a career day for BCIT Technology students. It'll be in downtown and I'll be attending it and find out some opportunities.

Something else I didn't really wanna tell you. I was afraid to say or admit it. Cuz I was too scared to lose the friendship. To be truthful, I kinda liked you for a while now. ..it's like a yes and no feeling... You probably think it's weird. I know I feel a bit awkward. And in a way, I kinda feel relieved. But don't worry about it. I understand what's going on. No big deal, I'll be alright. I just hope we're still good friends at this point, that's all.

Another thing.... I think my friend, Keroleen, is mad at me. She's one of my close friends now. Well, I've been going out with this guy a lot now and she disapproves it. I dunno. But he's a very nice person. Either my friend doesn't like him cuz he was a bad ass before or that it has something to do with her friend & my friend, Karen (who used to be really good friends with her)... Karen used to go out with this guy. She's going out with this white guy now. Keroleen thinks Karen is being too outgoing and all, and she doesn't want me to be influenced by her. We're all still friends and we still talk to each other. What do you think?

I'll continue later,
Jen