February 22, 2000
Dear Howie:
Heya!! Thanx for the URL.. gosh, blue text on dark blue background? It's hard to see! Oh, I dunno if it's me or what, but my eyesight seems to be getting worse (and no, I'm not gonna wear glasses!). So, how are you? I'm alright.. Haven't heard from you for quite a while. Well, I've been stressing out and frustrated as you. I gotz programming assignments crap to do. I hate it!!! I haven't been quite happy with school and especially at school. I've been doin a lot of stuff on my own and it's not easy. There's this assignment that I'm working on my own cuz I couldn't get a partner.. (boohooo!). Maybe I could copy something from someone in another class that I know. ackk.. I feel like I wanna just give up school (seriously)..... but I can't. I rather work than going to school. Anyway, I'm not gonna talk about school anymore! I'm still upset in a way..
Recently, I've been a bit happier ever since I've been spending time out with a friend I just met. He's cool, and a sweet guy.... I didn't know who he was at first. Then found out about him when I was talking to a friend on the phone, and he was just there hanging out with her brother. She told me his AA name, and thought that it did sounded familiar cuz he was the one who messaged me on AA. Funny, he went to DT too... (small world, eh?) My friend went clubbing that nite and left me on the phone with the guy. I met up with him. He came and picked me up... Got to know him a bit more. He's also helping me with a lot of car stuff. He's got a nice kick-ass silver Civic..same model as mine's, well, a newer model with major mods.. ooh, I can't wait for my major mods to be install by the end of this month. It's gonna be wikked!
Hmm.. you never told me about this girl... I've met her, right? If I did, I think I kinda forgot her name. =Þ Did you ask her out? Tell me about this girl. She seems like a really nice person... Sometimes, the feeling of liking someone really bites... It gets complicated, doesn't it? You remember the email with the subject about Take Risks? If you don't remember, it's also written on my AA page. I think that write-up was pretty good and I think it's kinda true. For my situation, you probably kinda figured out what's goin on with me and my UBC friend. See how things go when he comes back from vacation. We planned to go to the States together during my spring break in mid-March or around April on the long weekend.
Hope everything's alright with you...
Talk to you later!
Gotta go study study study! *crap!*
Jen