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December 27, 1999

Dear Howie:

Hey! =) Wuzzup? I'm fine. I haven't been online much this week cuz I'm overtime on my internet account and I'm also not feeling well. I'm so ill that this time it's worst than the last time. Ya do anything on Christmas? Or went to any parties? I just went to friend's B-day dinner on the 23rd, party on the 24th, and family dinner on Christmas. I didn't thought I was gonna go to Minh's party on the 24th, but Dick called me the last minute around 9:30pm, and said that Alex was coming over to pick me up. I was like, "WHAT??" I wasn't ready. Then, 3 mins later, Alex calls me that he was here. I told him to give me 10 mins to get change and get ready. Hm.. it was unexpected. So I went… and we got home around 4:45am!!

Anyhoot, I'm writing this to tell you about some things I am not quite happy about. I just want to share this with you if you don't mind. It's kinda about Arthur, but not really…it's more about his parents. He told me that he and his mom just had another big argument. About a week ago, his parents found out we were going out. That day I didn't know until later that nite he told me. I was supposed to pick him up in Rmd…I ended up standing outside in the cold for half an hour for my sis to come back with my car… went to Rmd and waited another hour, but I did found out later (he was with his parents) that they went home already. Also was supposed to meet up with Kero. She ended up wasting the entire afternoon too at her brother's house.

I dunno if it's just me or what, but I think that his mom yells at him is because of me. He just didn't want to make me think it that way, but I knew. His mom recently found out he failed only 2 courses at school. My mom knows about my courses, but she's not as furious as Arthur's mom. Holy cow! She's scary. It just feels like that his mom thinks it's my fault.. Today, Arthur just told me his mom wants him to change to another class, but I don't care about it anymore. I dunno…btw, my mom doesn't know we are going out. My mom isn't as strict cuz she knows I won't give up and knows how much I will try to pass the program. I didn't tell you, but it was Arthur who kinda copied my persuasive letter. I was pissed off when I got a zero in that assign and heard that I had to see the Dean.

For me, I feel that I need to stay away from Arthur for a while, and maybe just be friends. Even before, I told him that as well. But then again, I didn't want to make him feel miserable (I did at one time). "Why did I got out with him in the first place," I thought. I kinda feel annoyed now after all this trouble happened. I guess I will have to do my own thing and he will do his own.

Only you… and also Kero kinda knows, but she doesn't know exactly what happened. Oh Yeah, Kero gave me a 3 GIG Hard Drive. My computer in the Bios settings detected it, but WIN95 didn't. I couldn't find it in FDISK either. It was formatted in FAT32 on WIN98 at my friend's. I think should re-format it to FAT16. If you have time, could you help me with this? Thanx.

Luv Always,
Jen


Jen